My Prayer

dear heavenly father...
im come to you...
on this late night...
asking you...
to guide me through...
give me tha strength...
to get myself...
and my family...
through this tough time...
i know its been awhile...
since i last...
had a chat with you...
im not asking for much...
i also want you...
would you please...
my dear father...
look over my dear...
loving...
caring...
girlfriend...
she means so much to me...
and i would do any and everything for her...
and i don't wanna lose her...
im putting our relationship...
in your hands...
only you can...
guide us through...
before i end this pray...
i just want you...
to look over everybody...
that's very close to me...
even all my enemies...
they also need pray too...
touch their heart...
give them tha strength...
to see a different...
purpose on life...
send one of your...
angels...
to watch over...
me and my family....
my dear lord...
in jesus name we pray...
amen...


-MyVoices-

This Feeling

only one person...
that you care...
love...
tha one person...
you can see yourself...
being with...
that one person...
who you see...
that could be...
tha last piece...
to your broken heart...
with her being...
in your life...
she's tha key...
to your heart...
only these things...
can have a person...
feeling this way...
bout that special someone...
so if there's somebody...
that you care bout so much...
don't be scared...
to express...
how you feel...
bout them...
cause...
it will pay off...
in tha end...

-MyVoices-

Tell Me Lies

tell me lies...
cuz i don't think...
my heart can...
take tha truth right now...
tellin me lies...
only makes it betta...
tellin me tha truth...
only makes tha situation worse...
so to avoid all tha tears...
tha pain...
keep tha lies coming...
i don't think...
you could handle...
all tha tears...
fallin freely...
from my face...
so i rather...
my heart being...
broken from all...
tha lies...
instead of tha...
tha truth...
hurting me even more....

-MyVoices-

Caged Bird

trapped inside...
this cage...
with all this...
pain, stress, depression...
waiting for that one person...
with tha right key...
to set me free...
and when i do get free...
im gonna fly, fly, fly...
freeing myself from...
all tha pain...
singing my song...
with tears of joy...
falling free from my eyes...
i can't live this dream...
cuz im trapped...
in this cage...
waiting for tha...
whole world...
to see....


to be continued....


-MyVoices-

Lost Dream Of A Poet

wondering...
thinking...
why im so lost...
in this place...
of confusing...
running in a never ending path...
looking for a way out...
searching for answers...
with no questions...
i see a light...
its kinda bright...
i cover my eyes for a second...
maybe its my way out...
as i walk towards tha bright light...
but something is grabbing me...
i don't know what it is...
but im fighting...
pulling away...
tha more i pull...
tha bright light...
at tha end...
is fading...
and fading...
away...
my way out...
is getting thiner...
i don't know what to do...
now im lost...
in a place...
where nobody...
can find me...


dreams of a lost poet...


-MyVoices-

~Dreaming~

~Dreaming by Alicia Keys is playing right now~

*closes eyes*

dreaming of a place..
of peace...
comfort...
sunny days...
clouds in the sky...
wind blowing slow...
beautiful flowers...
a few trees...
tall grass...
that you could run through...
with some nice romantic picnics...
with a love one...
laying down...
looking up at the sky...
staring into the clouds...
holding hands...
or each other...
falling asleep...
into tha calm...
cool...
humid night...

-MyVoices~


P.S. tha reason why i picked this title for a blog, no matter what tha situation is, if you wanna dream big, small, in between, no matter what, you can always dream, put your heart, mind, body and soul in your dream....Dreaming by Alicia Keys did just that for me...this song is big inspiration to me...always dream big =]

A Cancer

what's a cancer?...
im gonna tell you...
we dream really big...
have a imagination out this world...
our thoughts go to places...
that no other persons thoughts has been...
always think positive...
never doubt tha next person dreams...
dream to be very successful in life...
always thinkin bout tha next person feelings...
before we say whats on our minds...
very loving, caring, insecure...
very sensitive...
we're tha ones you can call on at anytime...
we cry, hurt, endure pain...
i tell you this...
we are very unique...
we always thinking of things...
to make our life better...
rather its bad or good...
we take risk...
very stubborn...
never to listen to nobody...
but our hearts...
we always forgive very easy...
but hard to forget...
we fall inlove very easily...
very adventurous and spontaneous...
no matter what tha situation is...
we will always be there for you...
good listeners...
but as always...
we are great lovers....

-MyVoices-

Dreaming Of You

*sleeping*


as i start...
to dream bout...
all tha things...
i wanna do with you..
to you...
on tha beach...
on a late sunny day...
walking barefoot...
toes all in tha sand...
holding hands...
as tha sun begins to set...
i grab you from behind...
hold you tightly...
making you feel safe in my arms...
kiss you on your head...
whisper in your ear...
just to say...."I love you"...
we start kissing....
tha sun is set...


*starts to wakes up*

as i start moving around...
in tha bed...
it all came to me...
me and you...
we sense something special...
on tha beach...
watching tha sun set...
holding you...
kissing you...
whispering those words...
i was thinking...
this has to be real...
as i turn around...
to see if it was all real...
come to find out...
it was all a dream...


-MyVoices-

Tha Word Love

do we know what tha word love actually means...
some of us use tha word as bait and reel that person in...
we take tha word for granted...
we use it and abuse it...
we say "I love you" to make tha other person feel betta...
even tho they might be mad at you, we still say it anyways...
people don't know tha difference between loving and being inlove...
they think its tha same...
sometimes i even forget what tha two mean...
some people use tha word when they know their relationship is bout to end...
when they know tha other person is bout fed up with tha situation...
they still think by sayin "I love you" is going to make tha situation any better...
we search for love in all tha wrong places...
love is like a disease...
once you have it, you can't get rid of it...
there's no cure for tha word love...
people say they don't love that person anymore...
but truthfully, when you really love someone its hard to get over that person...
once you start loving somebody, its hard to stop...
love is gonna be around forever and ever...
so why do we use tha word love for all tha wrong reason...
some of us will never know...
until then...
if really care for bout somebody...
tell them tha truth...
never use tha word love to always make a person feel better...
when you know deep down in your heart, its not tru...
think bout it...

-MyVoices-

What If?

what if this world was a big cartoon...
what if we didn't have music...
what if we lived a free life...
where we didn't have to pay for shit...
what if there wasn't no guns, aids, cancer...
what if we didn't have doctors to take care of tha sick...
what if a president could run more than 2 terms...
what if we didn't have no government to pass out laws and bills...
what if all tha singers & rappers that passed away were still here...
tha music industry wouldn't be tha way it is now...
what if we didn't have any damn wars...
would this world be a better place...
what if i was gay...
would you still accept me tha same way as before...
what if i never met "her"
what if i didn't type tha blogs dat i post...
what if you never met me...
what if i became famous...
would u still treat me tha same way...
what if we didn't have any food...
how would you survive...
what if everything we have now was never invented...
how would you manage to get thru tha day...
what if people mind their own fukkin business...
what if we could live forever and never get old...
what if i died....(think bout it)

-MyVoices-

Sexual Encounter

as i walk into your bedroom...
i can see you laying there naked...
i slowly begin to take my clothes off...
as your body sits there and waits...
i crawl up tha middle of ur body...
to position myself...
i start sucking on your ear...
then start biting tha earlobe softly...
i go down to ur neck...
as i start to suck on your neck...
i suck on it like im a vampire...
as you release soft moans in my ear...
i suck even more harder and harder...
as im going down lower...
i gently grab on your left breast...
take my tongue and start licking around tha nipple...
as it starts to get hard very slowly...
i slowly suck on tha nipple and around tha breast also....
i can feel your legs wrapping around my waist to get a good grip...
im gettin closer and closer to tha promise land...
i make a stop to tha center of ur stomach...
and start to kiss all around ur belly button...
im gettin closer...
im at tha top of your clit...
i take tha tip of my tongue...
and lick tha tip of your clit...
you begin to moan even louder than before...
then i proceed to suck on your clit...
i position myself sideways...
begining to french kiss your pussy lips...
giving it alot of my tongue...
i can feel your pussy juices...
drip down your pussy lips...
i lick every drop of ur juices...
now i put my dick inside your wet juicy pussy...
as i position myself on top of you...
i begin to go slow and slower...
im kissing you on your neck...
sucking on your earlobe...
i begin to go faster and faster...
you start to let out louder moans in my ear...
tha louder you moan, tha faster i start to go...
as im taking your pussy to places its never been...
you softly say "charlie, mmmm charlie"...
you begin to bite my ear and sucking on it...
i go deeper and deeper inside your pussy...
you get louder and louder and louder...
im begin to speed up and go faster...
i can feel feel tha sparks on tha inside of my dick...
developing and getting ready to take flight...
shooting out of my dick like a rocket...
this is cum im talkin bout right there...(LOL)
after we both climax...
we both lay there...
i pull you close to me...
kiss you softly on your forehead and say...
"I Love You Baby" you look back at me to say...
"I Love You Too Charlie"...
we slowly close our eyes and quickly fall asleep...


-MyVoices-

Chasing Dreams

as tha years passed by...
i've chased many dreams...
dreams of being successful...
as tha chasing begins...
i've been through my ups and downs...
with people, jobs, school and other things...
was force to give up on everything...
out tha window it went...
tha motivation never to return...
so im chasing all these dreams...
but before i can reach them...
i have to avoid all tha haters...
but i would say they just giving me more motivation...
all tha negative talk...
with tha recession and all...
so in order for me to get a hold of my dreams...
i have to get over everything that has been thrown to me...
im still chasing my dreams to success...
when i get my hands on those dreams...
i will turn all them into reality...
tha chase still going...

-MyVoices-

So I Thought

you were pregnant when we first met, i thought you would change my mind bout being with females that were either pregnant or had a baby already...so i thought
i thought you were tha one for me...so i thought
you always said dat it was gonna be forever...so i thought
i thought you were tha best girlfriend ever...so i thought
i gave you my heart and you said that you would never break it...so i thought
when i done everything for you and ur baby, you said i was tha best...so i thought
you told me that you would always come back to me...so i thought
when nobody else cared bout you and i thought bringing you in would be right...so i thought
your family always talked bad bout me, but i stayed and tried to keep our relationship together...so i thought (i was)
for everything you did to me from stabbin me in tha back, spittin in my face, i thought i would have tha heart to forgive you...so i thought


so now you moved on with you life and left me with no heart...so heartless
dumbfounded, lost, confused, gave up on everything...
everything i had, i put all on you...
didnt have nothing for myself...
but as tha days went by and by...
i forgot bout you and everything you did...
until at 1:58am on November 9, 2009...
i was thinkin bout tha 6 months i was with you...
and now im blogging bout it...
to get all this shit off my chest...
i feel alot betta now...


-MyVoices-

*clicks tha publish post button*