Life...

what is life...
life is something a person has to live...
you only live once...
your only chance to be successful...
tha only time to make a better person of yourself...
people come and go...
choose your friends wisely....
make the right choices...
even if they are bad ones...
keep your eyes open...
watch out for tha traitors...
the people who only need you that only benefits them...
those are really not your friends...
in life you will always have your ups and downs...
make many mistakes...
but in the end...
you will learn from them...
life is like a scar...
when you get cut...
put a band-aid on it...
let it heal and keep moving on...
so only you can live your life...
not another soul can make your decisions for you...
they might tell you what's good for you...
but they will never know what's good for you...
so eventually you're satisfied with tha way you lived your life...
so far...

-MyVoices-

Something Bout You....

i don't know what it is...
but it just something bout you...
that makes it feel so right...
tha way you speak your words...
how you inspire me...
encouraging me...
praying that i will be blessed...
always seeming to look out for me...
even tha ones who have tha same color blood as me don't...
this is a feeling that i never had a good hold to...
every time i sense that i have it in my hands...
it seems to find a way to get loose...
but with you...
this feeling covers every little part of my heart...
not one empty space...
there's not a definition...
no words...
that you can put together...
to tell how much i love you....
something bout you...
that has me loving you forever...

-MyVoices-

Definition Of Love

love has so many meanings...
from so many different people...
all around tha world...
when people do give their definition of love...
do they think its really tha true meaning...
is it being followed...
if one's heart gets broken...
do they learn from their mistaken definition of love...
how do they move on with life of existence...
will they ever find something of someone...
who can come in their life...
reach deep down in their soul...
pick up tha broken pieces...
put them back together...
as tha days, months and years go by...
maybe, maybe not...
definition of love...
only comes from tha dictionary...
called tha heart...
that beats unconditional...
which endures pain...
to tha person who protects...
holds tha key...
tightly in tha palm of their hands...
waiting patiently to give it to that special someone...

-MyVoices-

Venting...

people seem to think what's really good for me...
telling me how to live my life...
trying to give me relationship advice...
when apparently they're still single and looking...
asking me bout people that i left when i got right with GOD...
saying this is tha best thing for you to do...
if it's tha best thing thing, how come you can't do it...
females running off at tha mouth...
talking bout what other females should do to keep a man...
when they are single as well...
i swear some people don't know what they want...
but wanna tell other people what they need...
niggas wanna tell how other males tha whats good for a female...
when they don't know what's good for them...
you can't live my life without my heart in your chest...
or my brain in your head to think tha shit that i think...
don't take this tha wrong way...
its just random shit that i see and think bout...
so if this offends you...
then part of me says sorry and tha other doesn't...
this is my way of talking shit and meaning it all...
its just something bout people that make me sick...
i don't think they have tha medication to make me better from them...
these are tha random things i vent bout...
i'm venting for a purpose...
tha purpose is to feel better and not let nobody get tha best of me...
always staying on top...
being one step ahead of tha rest...
you could never knock me down...
or be a step ahead of me...
i'm living for me, GOD and tha people who are close to me...
you fukk with them...
then you have to answer to me...
please don't take this as if i'm talking to a certain person...
i'm not...
i'm talking to everybody...
so i don't want anybody to be like "are you talking bout me in your poem"...
so please don't ask me that...
i'm just letting out tha thoughts that im venting in this poem...
until next time...

-MyVoices-

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Dreaming...( Again )

as tha night passing...
so slowly...
i lay in my bed...
my eyes fighting to stay open...
knowing when they do...
i'm gonna drift off somewhere...
giving up so easy...
my dreams are calling me...
saying "don't fight it, just let it happen"
my eyelids finally shut...
as my eyeballs start to move around...
i see a young woman...
standing over me...
on tha left side of my bed...
i can feel her leaning towards my body...
coming closer to my face...
i feel tha air from her nose...
as she's coming closer...
i attempt to lift my arms up...
only to touch her face...
but i can't...
feels like a force coming from her...
pinning my arms down....
her touch is ever so soft...
caressing tha side of my cheek...
outta nowhere...
i lift my arms up...
slowly reaching for tha side of her cheek...
i begin to sit my body up...
to reach for a kiss....
I....
.....
.....
.....

*wakes up*




-MyVoices-

Me Vs. My Thoughts

its 3:51am in tha morning...
laying here...
distance from tha world...
thoughts races around in my head...
trying to get me say what i'm thinking...
my thoughts are like voices...
telling me to do things...
only my eyes can see...
showing me things that i would do...
trying to shake this voices outta my head...
its tha bad thoughts over powering tha good ones...
im doing my best to take control...
these thoughts are getting tha best of me...
what can i do?...
who do i turn to, in a situation like this...
i need to stand tall and be strong...
this won't last forever...
i can overcome these leeches called my thoughts...
that are sukking tha good thoughts outta my head right now...
as i find a way to close my eyes...
drift off into dream land...
hoping whatever i see in my dreams...
that when i do wake up...
that these thoughts (voices) are gone...
well tha bad ones...
in reality of this life i live...

-MyVoices-

Lets Do Tha Unthinkable II ( Would You Be Ready )

moment of honesty...
some many thoughts...
are racing through my head...
wondering how are you gonna react to them...
i'm gonna sit here and tell you what my thoughts are...
so if i tell you what they are, would you be ready?...
thinking bout skipping everything we talked bout...
getting married and having kids...
this is a feeling, a feeling that i can't let go...
these thoughts in my head got me going really krayzie...
and i can't stop thinking bout them...
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...
you have said to me...
many times you were feeling tha same way that i was feeling...
that time was wasting...
so what was we waiting for...
if we were gonna do this...
we should do this right now...
thinking bout skipping everything we talked bout...
leaving everyone else behind...
this is a feeling, a feeling that i can't let go...
these thoughts in my head got me going really krayzie...
and i'm bout to lose my mind...
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...
standing together on a rock...
staring in each others eyes...
with tha waves splashing on tha rock...
this is something that i don't want to end...
we never thought twice bout it...
just got up and ran away....
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...

-MyVoices-

Fireworks

my life is a everyday...
4th Of July...
each day is a different...
type of a firework...
tha situations i go through...
is like tha fire...
lighting up tha days...
that pass by...
shooting in tha air...
letting tha whole world see...
tha things i go through in life...
so if you see different patterns in tha sky...
that means its a different situation...
each day that pass...
in my life of fireworks...

-MyVoices-

Beneath Tha Skin

beneath tha skin...
i can feel tha flow of my blood...
pumping harder and faster...
in a speed...
that i can't control...
it feels like...
it wants to tell me something...
but i can't get nothing from it...
maybe tha blood cells in my veins...
are transforming into words...
going towards to tha tip of my fingers...
giving me this feeling...
to write or type something...
beneath tha skin...
there lies something...
that beats...
pumps out tha blood cells...
i call words...
through out my body...
towards tha tips of my fingers...
beneath tha skin...
is a person, a poet...
that can pretty much...
put any words together...
turn them into something amazing...
beneath tha skin...
lies tha spirit of a caring soul of...
Mr. Rogers...

-MyVoices-

Caged Bird III ( Finally Free )

i'm finally free...
a new beginning...
new start...
not trapped anymore...
i can finally breath...
no more stressing...
i'm finally somewhere...
i can spread my wings and fly...
let tha whole world hear my song...
tha song i've kept inside for some many years...
i'm more stronger...
have more faith in me and everything i do...
its bout that time...
that i touch tha sky...
pull those stars down...
receive my blessing...
doing tha things thats right for me...
and all tha people that are really close to me...
living for tha man upstairs...
letting him lead tha way...
i'm free...
not a caged bird ever again...
can you hear me sing my song?...
if you can't hear it now...
trust me...
you will hear them as tha years pass...

-MyVoices-

Pain

what causes pain...
pain is often caused by...
tha different types of emotions...
many people suffer or deal with in life...
pleasure is often received by pain...
before finding our one and only true love...
we must go down that path towards pain...
you have to face pain in its face...
in order to get rid of it...
pain can also be caused by stress...
depression or a death in tha family...
pain is most likely to occur with tha lost of a job...
ending of a relationship...
trying to find a good paying job...
some who can't let go of tha painful memories...
sometimes they feel some kind of quilt or punishment...
they relive tha cycle in their minds over and over again...
pain can also be cause by....
when someone you care but so much...
you put your heart in that one person...
only to find out that you got nothing in return...
could be tha worse pain ever...
some people receive pain...
due to tha fact...
that everything may not go as we want it to go...
like nothing ever seems to go right...
tha same thing keeps happening over and over again...
these causes of pain don't always happen to everybody...
just certain people...
its many other stuff out there that causes pain...
that we haven't acknowledge yet...
these are many cause of pains...
that tha world goes through day and night...
how will you stand up to tha many causes of pain?...

-MyVoices-

-Untitled 2-

just when you thought...
things were going your way...
you had everything in your hand...
tha stress was getting less...
each wound of every cut...
was being healed...
when nothing in this hateful world...
could either bring you down or...
knock that smile off your face...
you would do any and everything to keep it that way....
but...
it doesn't always seem to go that way...
you wondering why...
tha cards are stacked against you...
pondering and thinking why...
is life a deck of cards...
when its dealt...
we seem to get a bad hand...
and lose in certain situations...
but it doesn't stop there...
we treat life as tha lottery and keep gambling...
until we finally win...
but winning is not for free...
if you want something...
you have to work your ass off to get it...
climb many mountains...
when you get knocked back down and few feet...
regroup and start back climbing again...
til you reach to tha top...
life is a gamble...
watch what numbers (friends) you pick...
that's gonna help you...
support you through life and be there for you...
no matter what tha situation is...
i'm thankful to say that...
i'm very blessed for tha many people...
who are very close to me...
i don't need to mention no names...
you already know who you are....
i love yall to tha fullest...

-MyVoices-

To You

despite of all we have been through...
tha ups and downs..
we cried tears together...
shared many words with each other...
wrote poems, songs, quotes...
to show each other...
how much we care for each other...
no matter what tha situation was...
rather it was good or bad...
it always brought us together...
closer and closer...
despite tha distances we have in between us...
we are even much together at heart...
i'm blessed and very thankful...
to have you in my life...
i know its only been two months and some days...
but it seems like its been longer...
as tha days pass...
i pray and ask tha almighty God...
to give me tha strength, tha faith and guide me...
through each day that i live...
i have faith in both of us...
i would never give up on you baby...
i'm thankful that you never gave up on me...
giving me tha chance to show you...
how much i care and love bout you...
so from now until whenever God decides...
to take us off this earth...
im gonna love you always...
so as i end this poem...
i just wanna say...
Thank You...

-MyVoices-

Nightmare

everything seem so great...
chilling with some old friends from high school...
catching up on stuff...
talking bout what each one of us were doing after high school...
you know laughing and talking...
just having a good time...
then just outta no where...
its start to rain...
so everybody just left...
tha person i was supposedly riding with...
had left me...
i realized i left my phone in tha car as well...
so now i'm walking in tha rain...
looking for a place...
so i can use tha phone...
ain't having no luck what so ever...
then i see some buildings...
so i go there...
praying to god...
there's somebody in there to let me use tha phone...
come to find out...
there's nobody...
so on my way back out...
i see these group of kids...
that i didn't see...
when i first went to this place...
so as i'm walking towards them...
this kid outta no where...
shot something in this other kids face...
i don't know where it came from...
but it look like it hurt...
so i ran up to tha person that's watching them...
and said "so you just gonna just sit there and let him do that"
so as i'm walking away and turn back to tha kids...
he pulls out a gun and starts to shoot...
i'm running as fast as i can...
praying that i don't get hit by one...
so thank God...
i find this place and hide there...
until things cool off...
so i get up after a few mins...
so as i'm walking...
he was right there...
bout 50 feet away...
as he shoots another shot...
I...

*wakes up breathing hard*

notice that i was still in my bed...
scared to death...
heart was beating fast...
breathing heavily...
sweat all over my face...
so i pick up my phone...
to text my baby...
to tell her bout my dream...

-MyVoices-

My Journey

its dark...
pouring down rainy...
walking on a dark road...
with tha only light that's shining...
are tha moon and stars...
hoping somebody or anybody stops...
wishful thinking...
not gonna happen no time soon...
thinking not a car has ever driven down this dark road...
as i take each step...
i hear crickets chirping...
tha owls wooing...
wolves howling...
it feels like i'm in a living horror movie...
tha rain is coming down harder...
windy blowing fast...
its thundering and lightening...
now i'm running...
trying to find some where to go...
but it feels never ending...
feels like i'm walking in a big ass circle...
should i stop and get some rest...
or should i just keep walking...
my legs getting tired...
every muscle in my body are getting tight...
even though every part of my body don't have muscles in them...
i'm getting weary...
i need to stop...
take a rest or something...
looks to find a place to rest...
i can't seem to see through this darkness...
so i just stop...
takes a breath...
leans on some random ass tree...
close my eyes...
thinking of different ways...
to survive out here in tha woods...
until i can't think no more....


to be continued...

-MyVoices-

Say Whats Real

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Myself As A Cancer (Zodiac)

myself as a cancer...
tha many things...
that i have witness bout myself...
some are good and bad...
but tha good out weighs tha bad...
for those who have been around me...
may disagree with me on this one...
but these are things that i know so well...
myself as a cancer...
can be a very caring person...
loves his family so very much...
will always help them out before helping anyone else....
i tend to get all worry when it comes to someone close to me...
someone that i dearly love...
i'm a advice giver but won't take my own advice...
always listens to other peoples problems...
even tho sometimes i don't...
i'm a very sensitive person...
worry bout things that don't need to be worried bout...
my mood changes everyday...
one day i might be sad...
tha next happy as hell...
then back to being depressed and shit...
i'm tha type of person...
if i ask you to do something for me...
and you agree to do it...
if a week passes by...
i won't even bother you bout it...
when you get to it then you get to it...
i'm very good at being patient...
sometimes if i get tha feeling that somebody is busy...
and they say i can hit them up anytime...
knowing that im not...
if you're busy...
then you're busy...
just hit me up whenever...
i'm tha type of person...
if somebody says to me "you can ask me for anything"...
hell naw i don't trust that shit...
you know how niggas are these days...
you get into a argument...
then they wanna bring up that shit bout them loaning you money...
fukk that....
i never pressure anybody in doing something they don't wanna do...
i ask alot of questions...
if you do answer tha questions...
sometimes i get this feeling inside that you didn't answer my question right...
i have this sense that i can feel when another person is down and out...
or i may see it on twitter...
i tend to ask tha person what's wrong...
i mean that's just tha person i am...
i may have alot of female followers...
but that doesn't mean i'm a flirt...
its me being a very friendly person...
these are just some facts bout me being a cancer (Zodiac)...
when i'm in a relationship...
i tend to forget bout my past...
but if tha person that i'm with...
tends to do me wrong...
then tha past flashes back into my eyes once again...
once i again i get that bitter anger in me bout relationships...
not a picky person at all...
especially when it comes to a relationship...
tha way i see it...
tha looks doesn't make a woman beautiful...
your heart is what makes you beautiful...
i really don't ask for much of anything...
i'm just saying...
these are facts bout me being a cancer (Zodiac)...
whether you love it or hate it...
these are some facts bout me...
oh yea i forgot...
there's another thing that i really love so much...
and i believe my other cancerians fell tha same way...
well there's two other things....
after theses and i will be done...
number 1...
sometimes i get tha feeling that tha person you're with...
when they expression how they feel inside...
i get that feeling like...
its not all there...
but we still take it as something good...
cause we feel that something is better than nothing...
number 2...
we love our fukking music...
music is like our drug...
we get high and it takes us to another place...
tha mood changes completely...
when we hear our favorite song...
it takes us to heaven...
but like i said many of times...
these are just some facts bout me being a cancer (Zodiac)...
i hope you got your cancerucation on...

-MyVoices-

Dreams

dreams are substance of a place...
where he/she mind travels...
to a place where only...
it can get there is by sleeping...
dreaming of many things...
only one person can imaging being...
many people only dream...
cause they feel its real...
realer than what goes on in tha real world...
they seem to get what they want in their dreams...
dreams are sometimes turned into a nightmare...
nightmares that makes a person toss and turn...
sweat constantly...
heavy breathing...
only to find out it was a bad dream...
when finally woken up...
dreams are good...
some are bad...
dreams are sometimes mistaken...
a getaway place...
from everything around us...
dreams seem to take our minds...
off of alot shit we deal with...
in reality...
so what kind of dreams do you dream bout?...
only you will know tha answer...

-MyVoices-

Waiting

its many things in life...
that i've been waiting or still waiting...
for that matter...
i'm waiting on that big break...
that something that's gonna change my whole life...
even tha people that's in it...
waiting on a remedy...
a cure for tha pain that's in me...
tired of feeling lonely...
waiting for that day to only be with you...
tha day where i can hold you so close...
where you can feel my heart beat your name...
waiting on that very day...
that day where my words will finally get published...
where tha whole world will finally read what my heart...
has endure over tha many years...
tha world will know what it feels like...
to walk around with such a heavy heart...
waiting on tha day...
that tha picture that i seen in my dream...
waiting where i can finish it...
frame it into reality...
while i sit here and wait for all this to happen...
i have to pray...
ask tha man upstairs...
to give me tha strength and faith...
to make all this possible...
cause i know he can make anything possible...
now i wait for my blessings to happen....

-MyVoices-