Will I?

will i ever be tha person dat i've only dreamed bout being...
will i ever be happy again...
to ever see tha day dat i will be inlove again...
will i ever find a female dats right for me...
a female dat will accept me for who i am...
and not judge me or try to change me to be someone else...
will i ever come to tha day where all my pain is gone for good...
and i can smile for tha rest of my life without any worries...
will i get rid of all this stress...
will i ever have tha patience for all this dat im askin for...
who knows, only time will tell...
until tha question is...Will I?