Saturday, July 24, 2010

Something Bout You....

i don't know what it is...
but it just something bout you...
that makes it feel so right...
tha way you speak your words...
how you inspire me...
encouraging me...
praying that i will be blessed...
always seeming to look out for me...
even tha ones who have tha same color blood as me don't...
this is a feeling that i never had a good hold to...
every time i sense that i have it in my hands...
it seems to find a way to get loose...
but with you...
this feeling covers every little part of my heart...
not one empty space...
there's not a definition...
no words...
that you can put together...
to tell how much i love you....
something bout you...
that has me loving you forever...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Definition Of Love

love has so many meanings...
from so many different people...
all around tha world...
when people do give their definition of love...
do they think its really tha true meaning...
is it being followed...
if one's heart gets broken...
do they learn from their mistaken definition of love...
how do they move on with life of existence...
will they ever find something of someone...
who can come in their life...
reach deep down in their soul...
pick up tha broken pieces...
put them back together...
as tha days, months and years go by...
maybe, maybe not...
definition of love...
only comes from tha dictionary...
called tha heart...
that beats unconditional...
which endures pain...
to tha person who protects...
holds tha key...
tightly in tha palm of their hands...
waiting patiently to give it to that special someone...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Venting...

people seem to think what's really good for me...
telling me how to live my life...
trying to give me relationship advice...
when apparently they're still single and looking...
asking me bout people that i left when i got right with GOD...
saying this is tha best thing for you to do...
if it's tha best thing thing, how come you can't do it...
females running off at tha mouth...
talking bout what other females should do to keep a man...
when they are single as well...
i swear some people don't know what they want...
but wanna tell other people what they need...
niggas wanna tell how other males tha whats good for a female...
when they don't know what's good for them...
you can't live my life without my heart in your chest...
or my brain in your head to think tha shit that i think...
don't take this tha wrong way...
its just random shit that i see and think bout...
so if this offends you...
then part of me says sorry and tha other doesn't...
this is my way of talking shit and meaning it all...
its just something bout people that make me sick...
i don't think they have tha medication to make me better from them...
these are tha random things i vent bout...
i'm venting for a purpose...
tha purpose is to feel better and not let nobody get tha best of me...
always staying on top...
being one step ahead of tha rest...
you could never knock me down...
or be a step ahead of me...
i'm living for me, GOD and tha people who are close to me...
you fukk with them...
then you have to answer to me...
please don't take this as if i'm talking to a certain person...
i'm not...
i'm talking to everybody...
so i don't want anybody to be like "are you talking bout me in your poem"...
so please don't ask me that...
i'm just letting out tha thoughts that im venting in this poem...
until next time...

-MyVoices-

Monday, July 5, 2010

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Dreaming...( Again )

as tha night passing...
so slowly...
i lay in my bed...
my eyes fighting to stay open...
knowing when they do...
i'm gonna drift off somewhere...
giving up so easy...
my dreams are calling me...
saying "don't fight it, just let it happen"
my eyelids finally shut...
as my eyeballs start to move around...
i see a young woman...
standing over me...
on tha left side of my bed...
i can feel her leaning towards my body...
coming closer to my face...
i feel tha air from her nose...
as she's coming closer...
i attempt to lift my arms up...
only to touch her face...
but i can't...
feels like a force coming from her...
pinning my arms down....
her touch is ever so soft...
caressing tha side of my cheek...
outta nowhere...
i lift my arms up...
slowly reaching for tha side of her cheek...
i begin to sit my body up...
to reach for a kiss....
I....
.....
.....
.....

*wakes up*




-MyVoices-