Monday, August 2, 2010

Life...

what is life...
life is something a person has to live...
you only live once...
your only chance to be successful...
tha only time to make a better person of yourself...
people come and go...
choose your friends wisely....
make the right choices...
even if they are bad ones...
keep your eyes open...
watch out for tha traitors...
the people who only need you that only benefits them...
those are really not your friends...
in life you will always have your ups and downs...
make many mistakes...
but in the end...
you will learn from them...
life is like a scar...
when you get cut...
put a band-aid on it...
let it heal and keep moving on...
so only you can live your life...
not another soul can make your decisions for you...
they might tell you what's good for you...
but they will never know what's good for you...
so eventually you're satisfied with tha way you lived your life...
so far...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Something Bout You....

i don't know what it is...
but it just something bout you...
that makes it feel so right...
tha way you speak your words...
how you inspire me...
encouraging me...
praying that i will be blessed...
always seeming to look out for me...
even tha ones who have tha same color blood as me don't...
this is a feeling that i never had a good hold to...
every time i sense that i have it in my hands...
it seems to find a way to get loose...
but with you...
this feeling covers every little part of my heart...
not one empty space...
there's not a definition...
no words...
that you can put together...
to tell how much i love you....
something bout you...
that has me loving you forever...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Definition Of Love

love has so many meanings...
from so many different people...
all around tha world...
when people do give their definition of love...
do they think its really tha true meaning...
is it being followed...
if one's heart gets broken...
do they learn from their mistaken definition of love...
how do they move on with life of existence...
will they ever find something of someone...
who can come in their life...
reach deep down in their soul...
pick up tha broken pieces...
put them back together...
as tha days, months and years go by...
maybe, maybe not...
definition of love...
only comes from tha dictionary...
called tha heart...
that beats unconditional...
which endures pain...
to tha person who protects...
holds tha key...
tightly in tha palm of their hands...
waiting patiently to give it to that special someone...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Venting...

people seem to think what's really good for me...
telling me how to live my life...
trying to give me relationship advice...
when apparently they're still single and looking...
asking me bout people that i left when i got right with GOD...
saying this is tha best thing for you to do...
if it's tha best thing thing, how come you can't do it...
females running off at tha mouth...
talking bout what other females should do to keep a man...
when they are single as well...
i swear some people don't know what they want...
but wanna tell other people what they need...
niggas wanna tell how other males tha whats good for a female...
when they don't know what's good for them...
you can't live my life without my heart in your chest...
or my brain in your head to think tha shit that i think...
don't take this tha wrong way...
its just random shit that i see and think bout...
so if this offends you...
then part of me says sorry and tha other doesn't...
this is my way of talking shit and meaning it all...
its just something bout people that make me sick...
i don't think they have tha medication to make me better from them...
these are tha random things i vent bout...
i'm venting for a purpose...
tha purpose is to feel better and not let nobody get tha best of me...
always staying on top...
being one step ahead of tha rest...
you could never knock me down...
or be a step ahead of me...
i'm living for me, GOD and tha people who are close to me...
you fukk with them...
then you have to answer to me...
please don't take this as if i'm talking to a certain person...
i'm not...
i'm talking to everybody...
so i don't want anybody to be like "are you talking bout me in your poem"...
so please don't ask me that...
i'm just letting out tha thoughts that im venting in this poem...
until next time...

-MyVoices-

Monday, July 5, 2010

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Dreaming...( Again )

as tha night passing...
so slowly...
i lay in my bed...
my eyes fighting to stay open...
knowing when they do...
i'm gonna drift off somewhere...
giving up so easy...
my dreams are calling me...
saying "don't fight it, just let it happen"
my eyelids finally shut...
as my eyeballs start to move around...
i see a young woman...
standing over me...
on tha left side of my bed...
i can feel her leaning towards my body...
coming closer to my face...
i feel tha air from her nose...
as she's coming closer...
i attempt to lift my arms up...
only to touch her face...
but i can't...
feels like a force coming from her...
pinning my arms down....
her touch is ever so soft...
caressing tha side of my cheek...
outta nowhere...
i lift my arms up...
slowly reaching for tha side of her cheek...
i begin to sit my body up...
to reach for a kiss....
I....
.....
.....
.....

*wakes up*




-MyVoices-

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Me Vs. My Thoughts

its 3:51am in tha morning...
laying here...
distance from tha world...
thoughts races around in my head...
trying to get me say what i'm thinking...
my thoughts are like voices...
telling me to do things...
only my eyes can see...
showing me things that i would do...
trying to shake this voices outta my head...
its tha bad thoughts over powering tha good ones...
im doing my best to take control...
these thoughts are getting tha best of me...
what can i do?...
who do i turn to, in a situation like this...
i need to stand tall and be strong...
this won't last forever...
i can overcome these leeches called my thoughts...
that are sukking tha good thoughts outta my head right now...
as i find a way to close my eyes...
drift off into dream land...
hoping whatever i see in my dreams...
that when i do wake up...
that these thoughts (voices) are gone...
well tha bad ones...
in reality of this life i live...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Lets Do Tha Unthinkable II ( Would You Be Ready )

moment of honesty...
some many thoughts...
are racing through my head...
wondering how are you gonna react to them...
i'm gonna sit here and tell you what my thoughts are...
so if i tell you what they are, would you be ready?...
thinking bout skipping everything we talked bout...
getting married and having kids...
this is a feeling, a feeling that i can't let go...
these thoughts in my head got me going really krayzie...
and i can't stop thinking bout them...
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...
you have said to me...
many times you were feeling tha same way that i was feeling...
that time was wasting...
so what was we waiting for...
if we were gonna do this...
we should do this right now...
thinking bout skipping everything we talked bout...
leaving everyone else behind...
this is a feeling, a feeling that i can't let go...
these thoughts in my head got me going really krayzie...
and i'm bout to lose my mind...
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...
standing together on a rock...
staring in each others eyes...
with tha waves splashing on tha rock...
this is something that i don't want to end...
we never thought twice bout it...
just got up and ran away....
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Fireworks

my life is a everyday...
4th Of July...
each day is a different...
type of a firework...
tha situations i go through...
is like tha fire...
lighting up tha days...
that pass by...
shooting in tha air...
letting tha whole world see...
tha things i go through in life...
so if you see different patterns in tha sky...
that means its a different situation...
each day that pass...
in my life of fireworks...

-MyVoices-

Friday, June 11, 2010

Beneath Tha Skin

beneath tha skin...
i can feel tha flow of my blood...
pumping harder and faster...
in a speed...
that i can't control...
it feels like...
it wants to tell me something...
but i can't get nothing from it...
maybe tha blood cells in my veins...
are transforming into words...
going towards to tha tip of my fingers...
giving me this feeling...
to write or type something...
beneath tha skin...
there lies something...
that beats...
pumps out tha blood cells...
i call words...
through out my body...
towards tha tips of my fingers...
beneath tha skin...
is a person, a poet...
that can pretty much...
put any words together...
turn them into something amazing...
beneath tha skin...
lies tha spirit of a caring soul of...
Mr. Rogers...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Caged Bird III ( Finally Free )

i'm finally free...
a new beginning...
new start...
not trapped anymore...
i can finally breath...
no more stressing...
i'm finally somewhere...
i can spread my wings and fly...
let tha whole world hear my song...
tha song i've kept inside for some many years...
i'm more stronger...
have more faith in me and everything i do...
its bout that time...
that i touch tha sky...
pull those stars down...
receive my blessing...
doing tha things thats right for me...
and all tha people that are really close to me...
living for tha man upstairs...
letting him lead tha way...
i'm free...
not a caged bird ever again...
can you hear me sing my song?...
if you can't hear it now...
trust me...
you will hear them as tha years pass...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Pain

what causes pain...
pain is often caused by...
tha different types of emotions...
many people suffer or deal with in life...
pleasure is often received by pain...
before finding our one and only true love...
we must go down that path towards pain...
you have to face pain in its face...
in order to get rid of it...
pain can also be caused by stress...
depression or a death in tha family...
pain is most likely to occur with tha lost of a job...
ending of a relationship...
trying to find a good paying job...
some who can't let go of tha painful memories...
sometimes they feel some kind of quilt or punishment...
they relive tha cycle in their minds over and over again...
pain can also be cause by....
when someone you care but so much...
you put your heart in that one person...
only to find out that you got nothing in return...
could be tha worse pain ever...
some people receive pain...
due to tha fact...
that everything may not go as we want it to go...
like nothing ever seems to go right...
tha same thing keeps happening over and over again...
these causes of pain don't always happen to everybody...
just certain people...
its many other stuff out there that causes pain...
that we haven't acknowledge yet...
these are many cause of pains...
that tha world goes through day and night...
how will you stand up to tha many causes of pain?...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, May 9, 2010

-Untitled 2-

just when you thought...
things were going your way...
you had everything in your hand...
tha stress was getting less...
each wound of every cut...
was being healed...
when nothing in this hateful world...
could either bring you down or...
knock that smile off your face...
you would do any and everything to keep it that way....
but...
it doesn't always seem to go that way...
you wondering why...
tha cards are stacked against you...
pondering and thinking why...
is life a deck of cards...
when its dealt...
we seem to get a bad hand...
and lose in certain situations...
but it doesn't stop there...
we treat life as tha lottery and keep gambling...
until we finally win...
but winning is not for free...
if you want something...
you have to work your ass off to get it...
climb many mountains...
when you get knocked back down and few feet...
regroup and start back climbing again...
til you reach to tha top...
life is a gamble...
watch what numbers (friends) you pick...
that's gonna help you...
support you through life and be there for you...
no matter what tha situation is...
i'm thankful to say that...
i'm very blessed for tha many people...
who are very close to me...
i don't need to mention no names...
you already know who you are....
i love yall to tha fullest...

-MyVoices-

Friday, May 7, 2010

To You

despite of all we have been through...
tha ups and downs..
we cried tears together...
shared many words with each other...
wrote poems, songs, quotes...
to show each other...
how much we care for each other...
no matter what tha situation was...
rather it was good or bad...
it always brought us together...
closer and closer...
despite tha distances we have in between us...
we are even much together at heart...
i'm blessed and very thankful...
to have you in my life...
i know its only been two months and some days...
but it seems like its been longer...
as tha days pass...
i pray and ask tha almighty God...
to give me tha strength, tha faith and guide me...
through each day that i live...
i have faith in both of us...
i would never give up on you baby...
i'm thankful that you never gave up on me...
giving me tha chance to show you...
how much i care and love bout you...
so from now until whenever God decides...
to take us off this earth...
im gonna love you always...
so as i end this poem...
i just wanna say...
Thank You...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Nightmare

everything seem so great...
chilling with some old friends from high school...
catching up on stuff...
talking bout what each one of us were doing after high school...
you know laughing and talking...
just having a good time...
then just outta no where...
its start to rain...
so everybody just left...
tha person i was supposedly riding with...
had left me...
i realized i left my phone in tha car as well...
so now i'm walking in tha rain...
looking for a place...
so i can use tha phone...
ain't having no luck what so ever...
then i see some buildings...
so i go there...
praying to god...
there's somebody in there to let me use tha phone...
come to find out...
there's nobody...
so on my way back out...
i see these group of kids...
that i didn't see...
when i first went to this place...
so as i'm walking towards them...
this kid outta no where...
shot something in this other kids face...
i don't know where it came from...
but it look like it hurt...
so i ran up to tha person that's watching them...
and said "so you just gonna just sit there and let him do that"
so as i'm walking away and turn back to tha kids...
he pulls out a gun and starts to shoot...
i'm running as fast as i can...
praying that i don't get hit by one...
so thank God...
i find this place and hide there...
until things cool off...
so i get up after a few mins...
so as i'm walking...
he was right there...
bout 50 feet away...
as he shoots another shot...
I...

*wakes up breathing hard*

notice that i was still in my bed...
scared to death...
heart was beating fast...
breathing heavily...
sweat all over my face...
so i pick up my phone...
to text my baby...
to tell her bout my dream...

-MyVoices-

Monday, April 26, 2010

My Journey

its dark...
pouring down rainy...
walking on a dark road...
with tha only light that's shining...
are tha moon and stars...
hoping somebody or anybody stops...
wishful thinking...
not gonna happen no time soon...
thinking not a car has ever driven down this dark road...
as i take each step...
i hear crickets chirping...
tha owls wooing...
wolves howling...
it feels like i'm in a living horror movie...
tha rain is coming down harder...
windy blowing fast...
its thundering and lightening...
now i'm running...
trying to find some where to go...
but it feels never ending...
feels like i'm walking in a big ass circle...
should i stop and get some rest...
or should i just keep walking...
my legs getting tired...
every muscle in my body are getting tight...
even though every part of my body don't have muscles in them...
i'm getting weary...
i need to stop...
take a rest or something...
looks to find a place to rest...
i can't seem to see through this darkness...
so i just stop...
takes a breath...
leans on some random ass tree...
close my eyes...
thinking of different ways...
to survive out here in tha woods...
until i can't think no more....


to be continued...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Say Whats Real

why do i feel so alone...
its like everybody walking around me...
acting out...
playing movie roles...
waiting on tha director to say "Cut"...
but i don't hear it...
everything i see around me is real...
wondering why i'm feeling a certain way...
so many thoughts running through my head...
thinking if this relationship that i'm in...
is it all a dream or is it a reality...
so as i wake up tha next morning...
i realize...
its not a dream...
its real..
i finally found someone...
that's going be there...
no matter what tha situation is...
many people run and tell people i have some of tha best poetry...
then i tell them "silly muthafukka, i'm not at my best just yet"...
sometimes i feel that i can do better...
then i feel this is not real...
as more and more poems...
begin to pour outta my mind...
rushing through my veins...
to tha tip of my fingers...
as i begin to type my ass off...
posting every word i think of...
this is something i can't stop...
my addiction...
this type of drug that i could OD...
but i would never die from it...
people steady giving me suggestions...
that i should go to open mic...
saying im gonna have fun...
and i'm wondering how...
cause i just might see my...
ex girl, standing with my next girl, standing with tha girl i'm fukking right now...
hey...
maybe they all know each other...
if they do...
i'm gonna stay clear...
cause houston texas, is not a small town...
but you know bitches talk and every other bitch listen...
but there's no truth, cause everything is missing...
so if i ever lose my password to my blogspot...
and you find a way to hack into it...
sell these poems to any poet out there...
cause i won't need them anymore...
i got new shit...
i'm getter better still...
i may not have a job...
no money...
nothing at tha moment...
but i still have myself respect...
and some people don't have that...
to my baby girl...
don't worry love...
we maybe apart as of right now...
its only temporary...
one day we will be together...
in each others arms...
that's real love...
besides tha music and poetry...
you and tha love that you show me...
could only make me smile...
i know your eyes can't see at this moment...
but your heart can see it...
please don't take offense of what i'm saying...
its only real to get this off my chest...
tha things i see...
i feel deep inside of me...
you prolly saying "that's gay shit, you better kill"...
so what i'm typing got a makings of something real...
problem with these other niggas...
they ain't never real....
i'm just saying...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Myself As A Cancer (Zodiac)

myself as a cancer...
tha many things...
that i have witness bout myself...
some are good and bad...
but tha good out weighs tha bad...
for those who have been around me...
may disagree with me on this one...
but these are things that i know so well...
myself as a cancer...
can be a very caring person...
loves his family so very much...
will always help them out before helping anyone else....
i tend to get all worry when it comes to someone close to me...
someone that i dearly love...
i'm a advice giver but won't take my own advice...
always listens to other peoples problems...
even tho sometimes i don't...
i'm a very sensitive person...
worry bout things that don't need to be worried bout...
my mood changes everyday...
one day i might be sad...
tha next happy as hell...
then back to being depressed and shit...
i'm tha type of person...
if i ask you to do something for me...
and you agree to do it...
if a week passes by...
i won't even bother you bout it...
when you get to it then you get to it...
i'm very good at being patient...
sometimes if i get tha feeling that somebody is busy...
and they say i can hit them up anytime...
knowing that im not...
if you're busy...
then you're busy...
just hit me up whenever...
i'm tha type of person...
if somebody says to me "you can ask me for anything"...
hell naw i don't trust that shit...
you know how niggas are these days...
you get into a argument...
then they wanna bring up that shit bout them loaning you money...
fukk that....
i never pressure anybody in doing something they don't wanna do...
i ask alot of questions...
if you do answer tha questions...
sometimes i get this feeling inside that you didn't answer my question right...
i have this sense that i can feel when another person is down and out...
or i may see it on twitter...
i tend to ask tha person what's wrong...
i mean that's just tha person i am...
i may have alot of female followers...
but that doesn't mean i'm a flirt...
its me being a very friendly person...
these are just some facts bout me being a cancer (Zodiac)...
when i'm in a relationship...
i tend to forget bout my past...
but if tha person that i'm with...
tends to do me wrong...
then tha past flashes back into my eyes once again...
once i again i get that bitter anger in me bout relationships...
not a picky person at all...
especially when it comes to a relationship...
tha way i see it...
tha looks doesn't make a woman beautiful...
your heart is what makes you beautiful...
i really don't ask for much of anything...
i'm just saying...
these are facts bout me being a cancer (Zodiac)...
whether you love it or hate it...
these are some facts bout me...
oh yea i forgot...
there's another thing that i really love so much...
and i believe my other cancerians fell tha same way...
well there's two other things....
after theses and i will be done...
number 1...
sometimes i get tha feeling that tha person you're with...
when they expression how they feel inside...
i get that feeling like...
its not all there...
but we still take it as something good...
cause we feel that something is better than nothing...
number 2...
we love our fukking music...
music is like our drug...
we get high and it takes us to another place...
tha mood changes completely...
when we hear our favorite song...
it takes us to heaven...
but like i said many of times...
these are just some facts bout me being a cancer (Zodiac)...
i hope you got your cancerucation on...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Dreams

dreams are substance of a place...
where he/she mind travels...
to a place where only...
it can get there is by sleeping...
dreaming of many things...
only one person can imaging being...
many people only dream...
cause they feel its real...
realer than what goes on in tha real world...
they seem to get what they want in their dreams...
dreams are sometimes turned into a nightmare...
nightmares that makes a person toss and turn...
sweat constantly...
heavy breathing...
only to find out it was a bad dream...
when finally woken up...
dreams are good...
some are bad...
dreams are sometimes mistaken...
a getaway place...
from everything around us...
dreams seem to take our minds...
off of alot shit we deal with...
in reality...
so what kind of dreams do you dream bout?...
only you will know tha answer...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Waiting

its many things in life...
that i've been waiting or still waiting...
for that matter...
i'm waiting on that big break...
that something that's gonna change my whole life...
even tha people that's in it...
waiting on a remedy...
a cure for tha pain that's in me...
tired of feeling lonely...
waiting for that day to only be with you...
tha day where i can hold you so close...
where you can feel my heart beat your name...
waiting on that very day...
that day where my words will finally get published...
where tha whole world will finally read what my heart...
has endure over tha many years...
tha world will know what it feels like...
to walk around with such a heavy heart...
waiting on tha day...
that tha picture that i seen in my dream...
waiting where i can finish it...
frame it into reality...
while i sit here and wait for all this to happen...
i have to pray...
ask tha man upstairs...
to give me tha strength and faith...
to make all this possible...
cause i know he can make anything possible...
now i wait for my blessings to happen....

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Tears In My Heart

these tears...
that my heart sheds...
is tha only thing...
that's keeping it...
from dying of thrust...
tha tears that comes...
out tha eyes of my heart...
are only tears of pain...
pain that has made me a stronger person...
my heart has cried out these tears for years...
but it seems like tha pain doesn't go away...
tha more tears that my heart has cried...
they begin to run down my heart...
to tha botton of my heart...
it begins to taste more pain...
so it builds up...
pain on top of pain...
so tha only way to release this pain...
is to cry them out...
so next time my heart...
cries out these tears...
my heart will stretch out its hands...
catch these tears of pain...
rub tha hands together...
watch it evaporate...
then wash my hands...
to cleanse tha tears away...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Thank You

these are my many thank you's...
first i just wanna thank...
tha almighty...
my lord and savior...
tha Lord Jesus Christ...
for giving me strength...
tha glory and talent...
to write such great poems...
for giving me tha ability...
to touch every broken heart...
giving inspiration to those...
to do better in life...
to dream...
and make it a big reality...
i wanna also give thanx...
to tha most...
beautiful group of people...
to ever follow on twitter...
my AK fam...
thank you for tha encouraging words...
tha support...
i love yall to tha fullest...
never met such a group of loving people as yall...
i also wanna give thanx...
to tha ones...
who have been there for me since day one...
that made me a stronger person...
tha ones who never gave up on me...
i love yall for that...
those who told me anything is possible...
if you believe...
without tha faith from God...
none of this would be possible...
thank you so much...
i love each and ever last one of yall...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Guardian Angel

as each tear drops...
slowly down my cheek...
you're tha wind...
that blows them dry...
when i'm sleeping...
alone at night...
you're my shield that protects me...
my protector to my fight...
when my heart is full of pain...
with just one soft touch...
you take it all away...
every night....
i tilt my head high...
look up...
tha brightest star i see...
i know its you shining down on me...
my guardian angel...
i love you...

-MyVoices-

Monday, March 22, 2010

The King

tha king...
is tha one...
who will fight...
protect his castle...
his family...
go out into tha battlefield...
who will work hard...
to provide for his...
family...
to keep his kingdom...
to stand from tha ground up...
a lover to his queen...
great father to his...
prince and princess...
this king...
will die...
just to keep his family safe...
i know one day...
tha crown will be placed on my head...
i will take my sit on tha throne....
and run my kingdom like no other...
its coming...
i can see it...

-MyVoices-

Friday, March 19, 2010

-Untitled-

why do i feel like...
its me against tha world...
fighting in this war...
that i feel like...
i'm never gonna win...
pacing and racing...
looking for a way...
a way out...
leaving everybody behind...
fearing what's up ahead...
what could it be...
i see light...
its bright...
i get blinded...
but only for a second...
i get my focus back...
from tha light...
that lays ahead of me...
tha closer i get...
tha brighter it gets...
i'm finally there...
i glance down...
at this treasure chest...
tha light that i was blinded by...
was hovering over tha treasure chest...
but it has no key...
i look around...
searching for this key...
that can open...
this treasure chest...
that lies in front of me...
looking around...
trying to find something...
to open this chest up with...
kicking...
picking it up and dropping it...
on tha ground...
but nothing is happening...
with all my might...
i give it one swift kick...
on tha side...
it pops open...
i look inside...
and what do i see..
tha biggest star...
it was so bright...
it was a blessing from GOD...


-MyVoices-

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Tha True Meaning Of A Friend....

a real friend...
doesn't judge your character...
never tries to change you to be somebody else...
no matter what you choice you make...
they are still gonna support you no matter what...
friends don't push you away...
just because you have a wife, gf, etc..
they don't just talk to you...
just cause they want something...
i feel if a person can't accept you...
for tha person you are...
then they are not a true friend...
just saying...
no matter how bad your past was...
they should always be there help...
help you get through your days of recover...
tha days of pain...
friends will help you get through your problems...
no matter what time of day or night it is...
they will talk to you no matter what...
friends will never leave you on tha ground...
they would pick you up...
dust you off...
and walk that path with you...
a TRUE friend...
will lend you a shoulder...
for you to cry on...
someone to wipe your tears away...
look you in tha eyes...
and tell you...
"Everything Will Be Alright"
this is my definition of a true friend...

-MyVoices-

Monday, March 15, 2010

If I

if i was to fall...
would you pick me up...
dust me off...
and tell me everything would be alright...
if my heart was protected...
would you be tha key to free it...
if my heart was a puzzle...
could i count on you to put tha pieces together...
if i was to cry...
would you be there to wipe tha tears away...
if i had nobody else to talk to..
could i count on you to listen...
if my heart was full of pain...
would you be there to take it away...
if my heart was to cry tears...
would you catch them...
taste them...
so you could taste my pain...
if i ran away...
would you run after me...
if i was a caged bird...
would you set me free...
so tha whole world could hear me sing...
if i was at my worst...
would you make me at my best...
if i was weak...
would you make me strong again...
how would you put that smile back on my face...
if i was sad...
many if's running through my head...
let's see if you could turn these if's...
into something positive...

-MyVoices-

To My AK Fam

i never met..
a group of people...
who are so loving...
supportive to each other...
always got each others back...
big fans of music...
but most likely...
a big fan of Alicia Keys...
they may fight and argue on twitter...
with these intense convos...
but in tha end...
they always show love...
always touching tha mind, body and soul...
healing tha heart...
when its broken...
hurt...
full of pain...
their encouraging words...
always seems to cheer one another up...
and that is what i love bout yall...
i may not talk to yall as much as i need to...
but i do try my best to say hello to all of yall...
i just wanna thank yall from tha bottom of my heart...
for letting me follow a group of people...
who are filled with joy, happiness and so much faith...
and i hope to get to know yall much better...
and have more interesting convos, debates and all that other good stuff....
hope yall have a good night...
always stay blessed...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Eyes On Fire

look in my eyes...
don't you see tha fire...
tha passion...
that i have...
tha burning desire...
seeking for success...
my eyes burning...
setting any and everything...
that gets in my way...
on fire...
not turning back...
looking forward...
nothing can...
put tha passion...
tha fire in my eyes out...
you can try...
but you won't succeed...
anything i put my eyes on...
i will heat it up like tha devil...
burning down...
all walls...
that stand in my way...
if i have to burn people...
to get outta my way...
just to reach to tha top...
i will do just that...
my eyes on fire...
has just begun...

-MyVoices-

Questions With No Answers

as each day passes...
i sit alone...
in my room...
with tha music playing...
ever so loudly...
many questions run through my head...
wondering...
what's tha purpose...
of these questions...
will i get tha right answer...
thinking...
who should i give my heart to...
which path should i take...
what voice should i listen to...
who should i trust...
WHO...
will answer these questions...
that i ask every....single...day....
well...
i may not get tha answers...
that i want...
but i know...
if i want these questions answered...
i guess i have to find them myself...
as tha days pass...
i sit alone...
in my room...
with tha music playing...
ever so loudly...
looking for answers...
to all these questions....

-MyVoices-

Friday, March 5, 2010

Miss Sarah Epps

in tha few months...
that i've known this young lady...
she has showed...
how inspiring she is...
with her encouraging words...
her sense of humor...
she has a smile...
that could light up...
a very dark ally...
a big fan of music...
most of all...
a very big fan...
of tha lovely Alicia Keys...
i advise you not to say nothing...
negative bout tha artists...
that she listens too...
or you better not like a artist...
that she doesn't like...
cause if you do...
she will eat you up alive inside...
so think twice bout doing it...
she's been asking me for tha longest...
to write this poem bout her...
i hope this puts a even bigger smile on her face...
all i know is that...
she's a very good friend...
who gives tha best advice ever...
whether you take or not...
she gives it her all...
i'm proud to say that...
i'm glad she's one of my followers...
thank you Miss Sarah Epps...

-MyVoices-

Monday, March 1, 2010

Perfect Picture II

as we...
hold hands...
walking along tha beach shore...
with tha waves softly...
touching our ankles...
looking up...
towards tha sun...
as it starts to set...
as tha winds...
blowing...
ever so calmly...
in our face...
drying all tha tears...
that were dropped from our eyes...
not knowing...
that we're crying...
as i stop...
to wipe tha tears...
from my watery eyes...
i pull you close to me...
look into your eyes...
as i see tha urgency...
your need...
as i go to kiss your lips...
telling you...
how much...
i care bout you...
are love is unbreakable...
to end this perfect picture...
we end tha night...
by making...
hot passionate love...
surrounded by...
a fire...
falling asleep...
in each others arms...
until tha sun comes up...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Notebook Part III

as he carries her towards tha bedroom...
laying her down slowly...
at tha foot of tha bed...
as she lays there...
licking and biting her bottom lip...
as her notebook is open wide...
he stands there...
staring at...
every drop of her love...
that resembles tha pages of her notebook...
being turned...
he starts at her feet...
kissing and sucking on them...
her notebook begins to get wetter...
running down her inner thigh...
he's working his way up to tha notebook...
so he can taste her every thought...
every spot that he explore...
is being written in her notebook...
kissing up her inner thigh...
it gets hotter every inch of tha way...
getting closer to her notebook...
he can feel tha fire...
tha temperature is rising...
as soon as he gets to her notebook...
she closes it and says....
"i'm sorry but i can't do this, you have to go"....
he gets up with this confused look on his face...
puts his clothes on and walks towards tha door...
she locks it behind him...
with her back to tha door...
looks up and says, "what just happen?"

to be continue...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

My Addiction

its something bout you...
that gets me so weak...
you take control of my mind...
i get this feeling...
that i never felt before...
a feeling that no human being...
could ever make me feel...
tha sound of tha instrument...
tha way words are sung...
gets my heart to pound...
beating to tha sound...
my feet get to moving...
you are my inspiration to my every poem...
as tha minute you start...
i get tha feeling...
i'm doing a concert...
i sing no matter where i'm at...
don't care how bad i sound...
i sing, rap or just dance to tha words...
its times i can just lay there...
close my eyes...
and dream bout...
how tha music notes...
could fly me away...
to sound of your beat...
flying me to a place...
only a person...
could dream of going...
this addiction...
has gotten me through alot of shit...
tha pain...
wipe alot of tears from my eyes...
you kept me from losing my mind...
when i sing tha first few lines...
to your every song...
it makes me smile from ear to ear...
you are my first and last love...
tha addiction...
that needs no rehab...
this is a drug...
that one person...
could never overdose...
well you might overdose...
but you'll never die...
you are tha only thing...
that any human breathing thing...
could never give up on...
my addiction...
i will never turn my back on you...
you have been there for me...
like no other...
for there my addiction is...
MUSIC...
i love you so....

-MyVoices-

Friday, February 19, 2010

Tha Diary Of Charles Rogers

my diary consists...
tha things that i've witness...
stuff that i've felt...
things i've thought bout...
heartbreaks...
relationship problems...
how i really felt bout tha word "Love"...
my struggle...
my plot to success...
tha path to happiness...
writing in my diary...
is my only way...
to get away from everything...
that transpire in this hateful world...
we called earth...
my diary is my place of peace...
when i start writing...
it mutes everything else around me...
all tha pain, stress, tears...
are all gone away...
making it easy to breath...
my secrets are safe...
in my diary...
it won't tell my secrets...
they are like tha key to my heart...
THIS is...
Tha Diary Of Charles Rogers...

-MyVoices-

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Just Close Your Eyes

lay back...
close your eyes...
take a deep breath...
let your thoughts wonder...
to a place...
only your dreams can take you...
past tha stars...
tha moon...
gliding thru space...
floating on gravity...
landing on a planet...
that has never been thought bout...
kraylue trees...
purplane grass...
a moon that's white as snow...
tha sun bright as a rainbow after it rains...
wind blowing tha notes...
of tha birds chirping...
your favorite songs...
a peaceful place to be...
a getaway from everything...
and anything around you...
only way to view...
these wonderful things...
is to lay back...
take a deep breath...
and close your eyes...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, February 13, 2010

"aUnthinkableVoice"

a voice...
that speaks without thinking...

a voice...
that will let his/her voice travel...
to a place unknown...
a place far away...
somewhere beyond thoughts...

a voice...
where you don't listen to anybody...
not even your heart...
you just speak without thinking...

a voice...
that doesn't care what anybody thinks...
its gonna speak regardless of tha situation...
tha word is gonna get out some how...

a voice...
that doesn't think of it being krayzie...
just wants whatever words...
that comes out...
to be so beautiful...

a voice...
that speaks without thinking...
lets his/her words travel...
going to a place...
that's beyond thoughts....

-MyVoices-

Thursday, February 11, 2010

I Love You Vs. Love You

yes in tha "real" world...
they both mean tha same...
but in another world...
they are completely different...
i mean anybody can say "Love You"
and not mean it...
you can walk up to a complete stranger...
and say "Love You" and it won't mean nothing...
friends always say "Love You"...
it may mean something...
but it doesn't have tha same feeling...
as when you say "I Love You"...
with tha "I" in front of it...
it has more excitement to it...
3 words is better than 2 words...
it takes tha couple further...
without that "I"...
it has less meaning...
no control from tha person its coming from...
put that "I" in front of it...
it has alot of meaning...
more control...
it makes tha two stronger...
smiling for no reason at all...
this may not be tha right definition of tha two sayings...
but its my definition of tha two...
tha way i feel bout tha two sayings...
so i hope you understand where i'm coming from...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

To Love,

one day i will look you in tha eye and say...
you will never get tha best of me...
i'm not gonna let you control my emotions...
you will not control me...
i will be ready for anything you throw my way...
never again will you be my disease...
i will be tha cure to this situation...
over tha years...
you have ran me...
but from now on...
i will run you...
take control of you...
one day you will feel all tha pain you put me through...
you will finally see what i'm talking bout...
no longer will i be blinded by you...
i will see what you're really bout...
no more tears, sleepless night, pain...
all that is gone...
i will stand tall...
on top of your world called....
LOVE....

-MyVoices-

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Valentine's Day

valentine's day...
is bout loving...
telling your love one how you feel...
what makes this day so special....
showing and doing things...
for your love one...
romantic dinner...
candles lite...
nice bottle of wine on ice...
some soft slow music...
after a nice romantic candle light dinner...
a nice hot bubble bath...
with 4 candles lite...
tha candles that leave a smell...
relaxing, holding your love close...
whispering sweet nothings in her ear...
bathing every each of her body...
head to toe...
not missing one spot...
no need to dry off...
next stop is tha bed...
that's surrounded by rose peddles...
with more candles burning...
caressing her body...
making it more hotter...
exploring every inch of her body...
with your tongue...
leaving her notebook wet and steaming...
for your love...
going that extra mile...
just to make her feel extremely good...
climaxing tha night away...
holding each other...
while yall bodies sweat...
from all tha love making that was made...
laying there...
until both fall asleep...

-MyVoices-

P.S. this is how Valentine's Day should be spent, its not bout gifts, flowers, candy, its bout whats in tha heart and how you express your feelings towards tha one you truly love and care bout tha most...

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Spread Your Wings And Fly

when it seems like...
you're all alone...
nowhere to go...
nobody to listen to your problems...
no shoulder to cry on...
felt like you were trapped...
just lost everything...
sleepless nights...
endless nightmares...
your heart was heavy...
with all tha pain that's built up inside...
to a point...
you can't take it anymore...
hold your head to tha sky...
ask tha lord...
to give you tha strength...
just to see another day...
get through tha hard times...
and when you get done praying...
hold head up high...
close your eyes...
spread your wings and fly...
riding high...
you won't wanna come down...
cause your wings won't fail you now...
if can touch tha sky...
then you can risk tha fall...
just to know how it feels to fly...

-MyVoices-

P.S. last part of tha poem i got from a song by alicia keys called "How It Feels To Fly" i kinda took tha words and rearranged them myself...hope yall will enjoy this poem =]

One Of These Days

one of these days...
i'm gonna wake up...
with a smile...
that will shine over tha whole world...

one of these days...
you gonna realize...
you will never find another...
person to love you tha way i did...

one of these days...
all this pain...
that's been built up over tha years...
will finally be gone for good...

one of these days...
i will publish my first poem book...
touch every broken heart...
out in this hateful world today...

one of these days...
i will make karma my bitch...
if it comes back...
around again...

one of these days...
when my heart cries out...
you will catch my tears...
and taste my pain...

one of these days...
i will get married...
have kids and...
have one big happy family...

one of these days...
i'm gonna reach up into tha sky...
reach for tha brightest star...
and make tha biggest wish ever...

one of these days...
that special someone (the key)....
will come to my cage...
and set me free...

one day....
i will be able to fly...
sing my song...
so tha whole world...
can hear....

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Notebook Part II

She thought...
They will just have to wait...
But that was only a thought...
As she stepped out the shower...
Stepping on the clothes on the floor...
They can stay there she said...
She yelled out "just a min"...
Walking slowly to the door...
Who is it? She asked softly...
A strong manly voice replied, "its me"...
She opens the door and it is indeed THAT MAN...
Thoughts of reading her own notebook...
Flew from her head...
For she knew every word, she knows it...
Like the back of her hand...
But...
He doesn't, and is looking interested...
She leads him to the back...
Through her room...
Over the clothes on the floor...
His clothes now accompany hers...
She takes his hand in hers...
With a com hither look back...
They are now in the shower...
He will learn about what she writes...
As the water falls over them...
There's a sparkle in their eyes...
He holds her notebook gently in his hands...
As he opens the notebook...
She whispers in his ear...
Flip slowly through the pages...
I want you to read every word...
He listens to her words...
Slowly absorbing everything in...
Her notebook...
As he approaches the last page...
She can't wait for him to read...
What it says...
Now she needs the speed...
So she will now let him lead...

To be continued...

via @SavageSweetz

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Sexual Encounter Part II ( Her Desires )

as i open tha door...
she was standing there...
in a robe like jacket...
that was dark blue...
very silky...
she walks through...
tha door very slowly...
i look down at her smooth...
caramel chocolate legs...
she turns around...
only to untie her robe...
and what do i see...
a Victoria Secret...
bra set...
that was black and see through...
she walks towards...
with sex in her eyes...
wanting to do...
any and everything...
that she wants to me...
she pulls closer to me...
laying soft kisses on my lips...
she bites her bottom lip...
so i do tha same...
putting tha tip of her index finger...
in her mouth...
to suck on it...
like it had whip cream on it...
she begins to suck on my neck...
kissing and biting on it...
my eyes begin to roll...
in tha back of my head...
she takes my shirt off...
over my head...
only to start sukkin...
on my right nipple...
i let out a soft snake sound....
she goes down lower...
to unbuckle my belt...
pulling my pants down...
around my ankles...
she reaches inside my boxers...
to grab my dick...
but it was hard way before....
right now its even harder...
she starts to massage it softly...
taking her thumb...
rubbing on tha head...
so i'm standing here...
naked...
with my pants around my ankles still...
just in a dazed...
due to her actions...
i was in heaven....
with wings...
ready to fly...
she takes my hand...
leading me in tha bedroom...
throwing me at tha foot of tha bed...
i scoot backwards...
towards tha head of tha bed...
she takes off her bra set...
slowly crawls in tha bed...
as i lay there...
looking up at tha ceiling...
she grabs my dick...
looks at it...
she takes tha tip of her tongue...
and wraps it around tha head...
automatically...
i jumped up...
looking for shit to grab...
she starts going down on my dick...
very slowly...
tryin to taste...
every inch as possible...
taking it out her mouth...
and going back at it...
only to go much faster...
all different kinds of moans...
begin to come out...
in every language...
it was that damn good...
sukkin tha head til its dry...
she gets up...
to straddle herself...
on my dick...
slowly grinding...
tryin her hardest...
not to go fast...
she positions herself...
to get her balance...
leaning towards me...
both hands on my chest...
spreading her legs...
further apart...
so that her pussy...
can sukk on my dick...
bouncing up and down on my dick...
i can feel myself...
bout to explode...
trying to hold it in...
as she sees my sex faces...
knowin that i'm bout to cum...
as she stops...
i can feel her juices...
run down my dick...
as she leans back...
riding my dick...
like she bull riding or something...
she leans back forward...
grinding and bouncing on my dick...
going faster and faster...
i begin to grab on her breasts...
as if...
when i explode...
i would have something to hold on to...
she's still going fast...
riding and grinding...
grinding and bouncing...
her pussy juices...
squirt out...
running down my dick...
next thing you know...
i'm cumming...
cumming alot...
i can feel it shoot...
through her pussy...
by tha look on my face...
and tha way i was breathing...
she could tell that i had came already...
just sitting there...
gasping for air...
with sweat dripping down her chest...
she leans over...
to lay on my chest...
hearing that my heart...
is beating extra fast and shit...
laying there...
until we both fall asleep...

-MyVoices-

Friday, January 22, 2010

Lost In A Place

lost in a place...
that's unreachable to find...
searching for something...
that can't be found...
curing something...
with no disease...
having answers...
with no questions asked...
dreaming with no thoughts...
singing with no tone...
dancing with no rhythm...
seeing with no sight...
speaking with no voice...
feeling with no touch...
tears in my eyes...
but i can't cry...
a big heart...
but i can't love...
living with no life...
breathing with no air...
walking with no path...
looking for all tha right things...
in all tha wrong places...
but looking for all tha wrong things...
in all tha right places...
searching for that final piece...
that missing and last...
piece my broken heart...
tha last piece...
that puts away...
all tha pain...
for good...
i'm lost in a place...
that's unreachable to find...

-MyVoices-

Thursday, January 21, 2010

I Am

i am...
a lost soul...
looking for a place to rest...
a confused individual...
kind hearted...
filled with dreams...
i am...
a lover...
that falls really hard...
but always seem to have trouble getting up...
i am...
that person...
who tries to heal every...
broken heart...
in tha free world...
i am...
tha unthinkable...
a risk taker...
who loves tha challenge...
that's willing to fight...
for what's right...
i am...
a person who cries tears...
that fights through tha pain...
i am...
a very difficult person...
to figure out...
very inpatient...
i am...
somebody...
who searching...
for a way...
to be happy again...
so i have to say...
everything you have read in this poem...
its real...
my thoughts...
my feelings...
everything i've endure...
its me...
Charles Rogers...
and...
I Am...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Notebook Part I

as she walks in from a long hard day at work...
taking a sit on tha end of tha couch...
only to look over to her phone to see if she has any messages...
kicking off her shoes, reaching to rub her feet...
letting out a soft moan...
luckily for her...
she didn't have any messages...
walking towards her bedroom...
getting her clothes ready...
for a nice hot steaming shower...
placing her clothes...
nicely on tha toilet sit...
turning tha shower on...
checking to see...
if tha water is just tha right temperature...
slowly taking off her clothes...
letting them hit tha floor...
wrapping around her ankles...
as she steps into tha fogging shower...
adjusting tha shower rod...
getting her hair wet...
slowly lifting up...
letting tha hot water...
hit her face...
running down her chest...
reaching over...
only to get her favorite...
type of soap...
turning tha bottle upside down...
squeezing and shaking...
letting it drop...
slowly...
down her chest...
as she takes...
her towel...
to only rub against...
her perky breasts...
that sit up nicely...
rubbing tha soap...
all across her chest...
going down to her stomach...
bending over...
to bathe her...
soft, smooth, shaved legs...
onto her ankles as well...
standing up straight...
to bathe both her arms...
but before she rinses off...
she goes back down...
to her notebook...
as she opens up...
she hears a knock on tha door...

to be continued....

-MyVoices-

Monday, January 18, 2010

Its Gone (It's Not There Anymore)

we shared something...
that was...
so unbelievable...
just amazing...
words couldn't describe...
tha way i felt...
how i thought bout...
everything...
we could possible...
do together...
we laughed...
our imaginations...
went wild...
our minds just...
took us to...
different places...
tha little thing in my chest that beats...
wasn't called a heart anymore...
it was called ( your name here )....
cause you had it...
you were tha key...
that could lock away...
tha love we had...
but...
its gets real complicated here...
cause see...
that feeling...
its gone...
just vanished away...
in thin air...
never to be found again...
that feeling...
only you could...
make me feel...
that we once shared...
i want it back...
how it use to be...
i don't feel tha same way...
as before...
can you bring it back...
please...
cause its not there anymore...

-MyVoices-



Sunday, January 17, 2010

How My Heart Behaves

as each minute passes...
many thoughts run...
through tha mind...
like many sperm cells swimming...
trying to get tha egg...
heart beating like a banjo...
with sweat dripping down tha face...
heavy wheezing...
that makes tha lungs tight...
making it hard to breathe...
why is this happening...
what makes my heart...
act this way...
i wish i knew...
it has a mind...
of its own...
sometimes...
it bleeds pain...
sheds many tears...
as it looks for...
that special key...
to unlock...
from this...
caged door...
that's protecting...
from every living thing...
everything you can...
possible think...
can make this...
heart behave...
tha way it does...

-MyVoices-












Friday, January 15, 2010

Say Something

deep inside...
i know something...
is bothering you...
you may smile...
on tha outside...
but on tha inside...
you are hurting...
something is keeping...
you from expressing...
your true feelings...
you scared of...
my reaction...
or how it would...
make me feel...
who would it...
hurt tha most...
me or you?...
you tha most...
letting it all...
build up inside...
i don't care...
of how its...
gonna effect me...
i will get over...
tha fact that...
you finally...
said whats really...
on your heart...
so if you could....
do it for tha sake of us...
tha future of our relationship...
say something...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Kraylue

a type of blue...
that will have...
you clueless...
thoughtless...
never know what...
to expect next...
always has you...
thinking of something...
krayzie to do...
one look at this color...
will have you...
doing tha unthinkable...
it takes your...
mind to places...
you never thought...
it would take you...
gets you drunk...
without drinking...
gets you high...
without smoking weed...
have you dancing...
around to music...
you don't hear...
this color...
is one of a kind...
its a mixture...
of every blue...
you can think of...
and when you do that...
you get "Kraylue"


-MyVoices-

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

That's How Strong My Love Is

no matter...
what i've...
been through...
how many times...
my heart has been...
broken into little pieces...
how many tears...
have dropped down...
my cheek...
into my mouth...
tasting all tha pain...
tha hurt...
over tha years...
i don't care...
what you have done to me...
how you treated me...
rather it was behind my back...
in front of my face...
tha love had me blinded...
by tha things you have done to me...
you left me out to dry...
with no where...
else to turn...
through it all...
i never forgot...
but i still took tha time...
to think things through...
to forgive everything...
but in tha end...
my love became...
stronger and stronger...
for you...
you treated me...
like shit...
lead me on...
believing your every word...
no matter what...
you did to me...
my love was always strong for you...

-MyVoices-

Friday, January 8, 2010

My Disease

this certain disease...
takes control...
my every move..
thinks my every thought...
keeps me pacing around...
back and forth...
looking for more...
figuring out a way...
to just walk away from it...
but it keeps calling me...
telling me to come back...
everytime somebody mentions you...
i start rubbing my face...
fiending like a crackhead...
wanting more and more...
you're just like that other four letter word...
but i can't roll you up and smoke you...
i get high everytime somebody mentions you...
or when i think of someone or it reminds me of them...
why are you doing this to me...
i can't take it anymore...
i wanna be tha one in control...
i need to find a cure for this disease called love...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

If Love Could See

if love could see...
it would see...
all tha people...
in this world of confusion...
tha way...
they have been...
abusing you...
taking you for granted...
just using you...
to make tha...
next person feel better...
if you could see...
tha different ways...
people are using you...
if you could see...
tha many people...
who don't really know what you really mean....
they use you in a wrong way...
at tha wrong time...
they think you are used...
tha same way as in friendship...
as in being in a relationship...
they think if you say "Love You"...
its has tha same meaning as saying...
"I Love You"...
but its not tha same...
so open your eyes...
if you could see...
how much pain you have caused...
how many tears you brought...
just to see how many people...
have lost their lifes...
but tha only reason you can't see all this...
cause its not real...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, January 2, 2010

I Ask Myself

many questions...
run thru my head...
that don't have a answer to...
only way to receive answers...
is to proceed in life...
find tha answers yourself...
so i ask myself...
whats my purpose of being on earth...
how far will my poetry take me...
people who say we are friends...
are we really...
what comes to mind...
when you are with me...
as in a relationship...
why are you my friend...
do you really love me tha way you say you do...
how far will this relationship take us...
these are some questions i ask myself...
but i can't seem to answer...
but as i proceed to live my life...
go down that path of success...
different signs...
different phases...
will be tha outcome of tha questions i ask myself...

-MyVoices-