Wednesday, December 30, 2009

2010

in 2010...
i pray...
that tha man upstairs...
will give me tha strength...
to do better...
push myself...
to do harder...
motivate myself...
leave all tha worries...
tha pain...
and stress all behind...
never look back...
always keep looking foward...
to keep my head up...
never to look down again...
that it will be more happy days...
no more sad days...
no tears...
no nothing...
2010....
will be tha year of happiness...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

What Makes Me Smile

you telling me...
how much you love me...
sending me texts out tha blue...
asking me what im doing....
many thoughts...
running in my head...
bout you constaly...
reading tha first text...
you sent to me...
in tha morning...
over and over again...
when i see your initals...
i begin to smile...
being random...
having a sense of humor...
just being you...
makes me smile....
watchin your favorite...
tv show...
makes me smile...
listening to tha...
voicemail you sent...
3 weeks ago...
still makes me smile...
but must of all...
telling me...
no matter what...
happens between us...
i will be there for you...
your bestfriend...
supporting...
i will always love you...
makes me smile....

-MyVoices-

Saturday, December 26, 2009

So Far Gone

when i lay eyes on you...
its always love at first sight...
you never back talk...
never give me problems...
and i when i taste you...
you make me feel a way...
no other person has made me feel...
you blow my mind...
you make my face numb...
i can't feel myself...
i feel like...
im on another planet...
people talkin to me...
but im not listening...
this is just like...
giving me head...
eyes rolled in tha back of my head...
gasping for breath....
and after i'm finish...
i can sit back...
enjoy this feeling...
that no other person...
could make me feel...
tha way you make me feel...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Mo More Words

words are cheap...
they tell a big lie...
people say things...
to make tha next person...
feel alot better...
but some words...
should be turned...
into action....
if you can't turn...
them into action...
you shouldn't speak them...
no need to...
lead tha person on...
with your words...
if you can't...
can't turn them...
into action...
so don't...
speak them...
if you can't...
live up to them..
no more words...
action should be shown...
i don't believe...
tha words i read...
or listen to...
actions speak louder...
than words...

-MyVoices-

Karma

karma can affect many people...
in so many ways...
it can hurt many people...
karma can turn on you...
come back to haunt you...
to make your life a living hell...
but karma can do some good...
well on other people...
karma will attack people...
who have done wrong to you...
or to anybody you know...
karma can bring tears...
broken hearts...
karma can even cause death...
it can hurt a person so bad...
it makes them not wanna live anymore...
they say karma is a bitch when it comes around...
i say if it comes around my way...
im gonna make it my bitch...
FUKK KARMA!!!!

-MyVoices-

Monday, December 21, 2009

Pure Lust Part 3

so she turns around asking
"what are you doing"
he proceeds to postion her closer to him
saying "don't ask no more questions"
all she could is close her eyes and takes deep breaths
he opens her legs just a little, as her she arches her ass up into his stomach
he takes his two fingers and rubs them around her clit
and then puts them in her mouth, as she begins to sukk her juices off
he starts to massage her breast softly, he begins to whisper "you want me to stop"
she lets out a soft but loud moan and says "mmmm no keep going"
he grabs her waist, opens her legs just enough to inside of her
soon as he puts tha head in, she lets out a even louder moan
then proceeds to go all tha way in
he begins to penatrate, going in and out, hand full of hair
her eyes begin to roll in tha back of her head...
she begins to rub her own clit...
throwing tha pussy back...
tha pace begins to get fast...
faster, faster...
tha moans get louder...
tha skin clappin begins to get louder...
she lets out a strong loud moan...
they both climax...


they lay there to catch their breath
she goes in tha bathroom
wipes herself off and he does tha same
as he starts to put his clothes on she says "are you leaving"
he says "yes, i have business to take care off"
will i get to talk to you later today "she said with a attitude"
"i dont know yet" he said with agression
he gives her a kiss on tha cheek and shoots out tha door

Tears

what are tears...
they tell stories...
of what a person has been thru...
tha pain they endure...
it brings joy...
tears of death...
as tha tears flow...
that pain...
tha heartbreak...
tha struggle...
is being released...
flowing down your face...
into your mouth...
tasting your own pain...
love it tasting what others...
situations...
relationship...
friendship...
have placed in our mouth...
it's a salty...
unpleasant taste...
a taste that you don't like...
so as you wipe...
away those tears...
tha pain...
all tha hurt...
but always remember...
tears always have a meaning to something...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, December 20, 2009

-Untitled-

there have been...
many days...
where i get this feeling...
i wish i could...
just get up...
spread my wings...
and fly to another planet somewhere...
just to get away...
from everything...
a place where...
i can sit...
close my eyes...
let my mind travel...
off to different...
unknown places...
picking up thoughts...
here and there...
so as my eyes...
start to open...
my mind is beginning...
bring back...
many...
thoughts....
but i can't...
go to this...
unknown place...
cause its all a dream...

*opens eyes*

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Is There A Cure For Love?

is there a cure for love...
some say death...
or having someone love you back...
or having hate...
but i say...
there's no cure for love...
it will never be one...
some cut them self...
just to watch tha blood flow out...
hoping tha pain goes out with it...
but i still say...
there's no cure for love...
it will never be one...
love is a disease...
that spreads through out...
tha whole wide world...
and when love finally...
gets inside of us...
its hard to let go...
to get over it...
to walk away from it...
but something bout love...
that keeps calling us back to it...
finding a cure for love...
is never ending...
so is there a cure for love?

-MyVoices-

Friday, December 18, 2009

Words

what are words...
and what do they mean...
some words mean alot...
and some don't...
words describe tha future for some people...
words define many things in tha world today...
you can get hurt by them...
they can make you feel good inside...
blow ya mind...
have you lookin confused...
lost to tha point were you have to read it twice...
words can also describe tha life of a late one...
bring joy to a new born...
words can also...
give you strength to do better...
words are motivation...
rather its good or bad...
happy or sad...
so when ever you hear...
any type of words...
no matter what they mean...
you take it into consideration...
and turn it into a positive...
i hope i did a good job on explaining on what words mean...
and how they effect you as a person...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

My Element Of Freedom

my element is my poetry...
my freedom is...
how i can...
spread my words...
reach out...
to others...
heal tha broken hearts...
strong tha weak minded...
purified tha soul...
make realities outta dreams...
tell people...
in order to make it big...
you have to go tha distance...
have tha time...
to be patient...
its tha key...
to success...
so don't be afriad...
to speak your heart...
spread tha words...
think good thoughts...
make others believe...
that anything...
is possible...
dream first...
make a plot...
then turn it into a reality...

-MyVoices-

Monday, December 14, 2009

Blessing In The Sky

they say...
when you see...
a star...
shoot across tha sky...
they say...
you should make a wish...
but...
don't you wish...
you could...
pull a few...
stars out tha sky...
write tha type of wish you want...
on tha star...
put tha biggest wish...
on tha biggest star...
then put them...
in ya wish safe...
so whatever you wish for...
you can go back...
to your wish safe...
pick a wish...
pray on it...
then throw tha star back...
in tha sky...
so GOD can put...
your blessing...
into plot...
i have many stars...
with wishes attached to them...
i pray one day...
all my wishes (blessings)...
are answered...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Faded

sittin here...
in a place unknown...
with many thoughts running...
thru my head...
i hear small voices...
ringing my ears...
telling me things...
but i can't seem...
to understand...
what their saying...
i'm not drunk...
not high...
but it feels like...
i'm under tha influence...
my eyes are not adjusting...
to this place...
im seeing things...
that's not even there...
i'm dusting myself off...
cause i feel...
different things...
crawling on me...
but...
its nothing there...
maybe i'm seeing...
feeling...
and hearing things...
cause it feels like...
im fukking faded...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Cuts

we as people have endure many cuts in life...
cuts that take forever to heal...
some we can't get over...
cuts that make us realize...
what kind of person we were...
and how we dealt with shit...
rather it made us cry...
sad...
angry...
no matter what tha situation was...
tha cut has hurt many people tremendously...
cuts that were so deep...
it came to a point...
where we wanted to...
give up on life itself...
but as tha cuts begin to heal...
tha more strength...
we ask tha good man upstairs...
to give us...
as tha healing process started...
but i know one thing from all tha cuts...
we have learned from our mistakes...
it made us a even stronger person...
it motivated us to be better in life...
so matter what kinda cut you get in life...
put a band-aid on it...
think bout what you did wrong...
and how you are going to over come it...
then let tha healing process begin...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, December 6, 2009

But I Can't /With No

tears in my eyes, but i can't cry...
thoughts in my head, but i can't think...
i have this reality, but i can't dream it...
i see stars, but i can't make a wish...
many answers, but i can't question them...
goals, but i can't accomplish...
stretching and reaching, but i can't grab hold...
looking and looking, but i can't seem to see...
so much to say, but i can't put tha words together...
i wanna hold you...
touch...
kiss...
feel...
but i can't...


-MyVoices-



Saturday, December 5, 2009

Let's Do Tha Unthinkable

i was thinkin...
if maybe...
we could go...
somewhere far...
we don't have to...
pack nothing...
just get up and go...
leaving everything...
else behind...
rent, jobs, car notes...
just me and you baby...
sail across tha world...
discovering little cities and towns...
we never thought of...
sail onto a island...
laying in tha sand...
as tha sunlight covers...
our bodies...
waiting for tha wave....
to come...
getting us wet...
it wouldn't matter...
cause...
i would be...
getting dazed...
from...
looking into your...
star bright eyes...
so let's do tha unthinkable baby...
it won't make us krayzie...
just makes it more beautiful...
so all im saying...
if you ask me...
i'm ready...

-MyVoices-

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Distance & Time

sitting here...
thinking...
no matter what...
tha situation...
or how long it takes...
even if you were...
more than a thousand...
miles away...
i will be waiting...
to be your...
protector...
guardian...
provider...
anything...
to keep you...
from getting hurt...
i will fight...
and fight...
till i can't...
fight no more...
tha distance...
makes us stronger...
tha time...
will only tell...

-MyVoices-

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Caged Bird II ( Thinking Of A Way Out )

weeks have passed...
as you can see...
i'm still in...
this damn cage...
sitting here...
thinking of...
a devious...
master plan...
i tried...
squeezing and bending through...
tha bars...
i even tried...
picking tha lock...
but...
nothing is working...
so i'm sitting here...
thinking of how...
to get out...
this cage...
there's no telling...
how long...
i will be...
trapped inside...
this cage...
that's surrounded by...
pain, stress, depression...
but one day...
i will get out...
be free...
fly away into...
tha sunny blue sky...
to sing my song...
so tha whole world...
can hear this...
caged bird...
sing...
until then...
goodnight...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, November 29, 2009

My Prayer

dear heavenly father...
im come to you...
on this late night...
asking you...
to guide me through...
give me tha strength...
to get myself...
and my family...
through this tough time...
i know its been awhile...
since i last...
had a chat with you...
im not asking for much...
i also want you...
would you please...
my dear father...
look over my dear...
loving...
caring...
girlfriend...
she means so much to me...
and i would do any and everything for her...
and i don't wanna lose her...
im putting our relationship...
in your hands...
only you can...
guide us through...
before i end this pray...
i just want you...
to look over everybody...
that's very close to me...
even all my enemies...
they also need pray too...
touch their heart...
give them tha strength...
to see a different...
purpose on life...
send one of your...
angels...
to watch over...
me and my family....
my dear lord...
in jesus name we pray...
amen...


-MyVoices-

This Feeling

only one person...
that you care...
love...
tha one person...
you can see yourself...
being with...
that one person...
who you see...
that could be...
tha last piece...
to your broken heart...
with her being...
in your life...
she's tha key...
to your heart...
only these things...
can have a person...
feeling this way...
bout that special someone...
so if there's somebody...
that you care bout so much...
don't be scared...
to express...
how you feel...
bout them...
cause...
it will pay off...
in tha end...

-MyVoices-

Friday, November 27, 2009

Tell Me Lies

tell me lies...
cuz i don't think...
my heart can...
take tha truth right now...
tellin me lies...
only makes it betta...
tellin me tha truth...
only makes tha situation worse...
so to avoid all tha tears...
tha pain...
keep tha lies coming...
i don't think...
you could handle...
all tha tears...
fallin freely...
from my face...
so i rather...
my heart being...
broken from all...
tha lies...
instead of tha...
tha truth...
hurting me even more....

-MyVoices-

Monday, November 23, 2009

Caged Bird

trapped inside...
this cage...
with all this...
pain, stress, depression...
waiting for that one person...
with tha right key...
to set me free...
and when i do get free...
im gonna fly, fly, fly...
freeing myself from...
all tha pain...
singing my song...
with tears of joy...
falling free from my eyes...
i can't live this dream...
cuz im trapped...
in this cage...
waiting for tha...
whole world...
to see....


to be continued....


-MyVoices-




Saturday, November 21, 2009

Lost Dream Of A Poet

wondering...
thinking...
why im so lost...
in this place...
of confusing...
running in a never ending path...
looking for a way out...
searching for answers...
with no questions...
i see a light...
its kinda bright...
i cover my eyes for a second...
maybe its my way out...
as i walk towards tha bright light...
but something is grabbing me...
i don't know what it is...
but im fighting...
pulling away...
tha more i pull...
tha bright light...
at tha end...
is fading...
and fading...
away...
my way out...
is getting thiner...
i don't know what to do...
now im lost...
in a place...
where nobody...
can find me...


dreams of a lost poet...


-MyVoices-






~Dreaming~

~Dreaming by Alicia Keys is playing right now~

*closes eyes*

dreaming of a place..
of peace...
comfort...
sunny days...
clouds in the sky...
wind blowing slow...
beautiful flowers...
a few trees...
tall grass...
that you could run through...
with some nice romantic picnics...
with a love one...
laying down...
looking up at the sky...
staring into the clouds...
holding hands...
or each other...
falling asleep...
into tha calm...
cool...
humid night...

-MyVoices~


P.S. tha reason why i picked this title for a blog, no matter what tha situation is, if you wanna dream big, small, in between, no matter what, you can always dream, put your heart, mind, body and soul in your dream....Dreaming by Alicia Keys did just that for me...this song is big inspiration to me...always dream big =]



Thursday, November 19, 2009

A Cancer

what's a cancer?...
im gonna tell you...
we dream really big...
have a imagination out this world...
our thoughts go to places...
that no other persons thoughts has been...
always think positive...
never doubt tha next person dreams...
dream to be very successful in life...
always thinkin bout tha next person feelings...
before we say whats on our minds...
very loving, caring, insecure...
very sensitive...
we're tha ones you can call on at anytime...
we cry, hurt, endure pain...
i tell you this...
we are very unique...
we always thinking of things...
to make our life better...
rather its bad or good...
we take risk...
very stubborn...
never to listen to nobody...
but our hearts...
we always forgive very easy...
but hard to forget...
we fall inlove very easily...
very adventurous and spontaneous...
no matter what tha situation is...
we will always be there for you...
good listeners...
but as always...
we are great lovers....

-MyVoices-


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Dreaming Of You

*sleeping*


as i start...
to dream bout...
all tha things...
i wanna do with you..
to you...
on tha beach...
on a late sunny day...
walking barefoot...
toes all in tha sand...
holding hands...
as tha sun begins to set...
i grab you from behind...
hold you tightly...
making you feel safe in my arms...
kiss you on your head...
whisper in your ear...
just to say...."I love you"...
we start kissing....
tha sun is set...


*starts to wakes up*

as i start moving around...
in tha bed...
it all came to me...
me and you...
we sense something special...
on tha beach...
watching tha sun set...
holding you...
kissing you...
whispering those words...
i was thinking...
this has to be real...
as i turn around...
to see if it was all real...
come to find out...
it was all a dream...


-MyVoices-





Monday, November 16, 2009

Tha Word Love

do we know what tha word love actually means...
some of us use tha word as bait and reel that person in...
we take tha word for granted...
we use it and abuse it...
we say "I love you" to make tha other person feel betta...
even tho they might be mad at you, we still say it anyways...
people don't know tha difference between loving and being inlove...
they think its tha same...
sometimes i even forget what tha two mean...
some people use tha word when they know their relationship is bout to end...
when they know tha other person is bout fed up with tha situation...
they still think by sayin "I love you" is going to make tha situation any better...
we search for love in all tha wrong places...
love is like a disease...
once you have it, you can't get rid of it...
there's no cure for tha word love...
people say they don't love that person anymore...
but truthfully, when you really love someone its hard to get over that person...
once you start loving somebody, its hard to stop...
love is gonna be around forever and ever...
so why do we use tha word love for all tha wrong reason...
some of us will never know...
until then...
if really care for bout somebody...
tell them tha truth...
never use tha word love to always make a person feel better...
when you know deep down in your heart, its not tru...
think bout it...

-MyVoices-



Saturday, November 14, 2009

What If?

what if this world was a big cartoon...
what if we didn't have music...
what if we lived a free life...
where we didn't have to pay for shit...
what if there wasn't no guns, aids, cancer...
what if we didn't have doctors to take care of tha sick...
what if a president could run more than 2 terms...
what if we didn't have no government to pass out laws and bills...
what if all tha singers & rappers that passed away were still here...
tha music industry wouldn't be tha way it is now...
what if we didn't have any damn wars...
would this world be a better place...
what if i was gay...
would you still accept me tha same way as before...
what if i never met "her"
what if i didn't type tha blogs dat i post...
what if you never met me...
what if i became famous...
would u still treat me tha same way...
what if we didn't have any food...
how would you survive...
what if everything we have now was never invented...
how would you manage to get thru tha day...
what if people mind their own fukkin business...
what if we could live forever and never get old...
what if i died....(think bout it)

-MyVoices-

Friday, November 13, 2009

Sexual Encounter

as i walk into your bedroom...
i can see you laying there naked...
i slowly begin to take my clothes off...
as your body sits there and waits...
i crawl up tha middle of ur body...
to position myself...
i start sucking on your ear...
then start biting tha earlobe softly...
i go down to ur neck...
as i start to suck on your neck...
i suck on it like im a vampire...
as you release soft moans in my ear...
i suck even more harder and harder...
as im going down lower...
i gently grab on your left breast...
take my tongue and start licking around tha nipple...
as it starts to get hard very slowly...
i slowly suck on tha nipple and around tha breast also....
i can feel your legs wrapping around my waist to get a good grip...
im gettin closer and closer to tha promise land...
i make a stop to tha center of ur stomach...
and start to kiss all around ur belly button...
im gettin closer...
im at tha top of your clit...
i take tha tip of my tongue...
and lick tha tip of your clit...
you begin to moan even louder than before...
then i proceed to suck on your clit...
i position myself sideways...
begining to french kiss your pussy lips...
giving it alot of my tongue...
i can feel your pussy juices...
drip down your pussy lips...
i lick every drop of ur juices...
now i put my dick inside your wet juicy pussy...
as i position myself on top of you...
i begin to go slow and slower...
im kissing you on your neck...
sucking on your earlobe...
i begin to go faster and faster...
you start to let out louder moans in my ear...
tha louder you moan, tha faster i start to go...
as im taking your pussy to places its never been...
you softly say "charlie, mmmm charlie"...
you begin to bite my ear and sucking on it...
i go deeper and deeper inside your pussy...
you get louder and louder and louder...
im begin to speed up and go faster...
i can feel feel tha sparks on tha inside of my dick...
developing and getting ready to take flight...
shooting out of my dick like a rocket...
this is cum im talkin bout right there...(LOL)
after we both climax...
we both lay there...
i pull you close to me...
kiss you softly on your forehead and say...
"I Love You Baby" you look back at me to say...
"I Love You Too Charlie"...
we slowly close our eyes and quickly fall asleep...


-MyVoices-


Thursday, November 12, 2009

Chasing Dreams

as tha years passed by...
i've chased many dreams...
dreams of being successful...
as tha chasing begins...
i've been through my ups and downs...
with people, jobs, school and other things...
was force to give up on everything...
out tha window it went...
tha motivation never to return...
so im chasing all these dreams...
but before i can reach them...
i have to avoid all tha haters...
but i would say they just giving me more motivation...
all tha negative talk...
with tha recession and all...
so in order for me to get a hold of my dreams...
i have to get over everything that has been thrown to me...
im still chasing my dreams to success...
when i get my hands on those dreams...
i will turn all them into reality...
tha chase still going...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, November 8, 2009

So I Thought

you were pregnant when we first met, i thought you would change my mind bout being with females that were either pregnant or had a baby already...so i thought
i thought you were tha one for me...so i thought
you always said dat it was gonna be forever...so i thought
i thought you were tha best girlfriend ever...so i thought
i gave you my heart and you said that you would never break it...so i thought
when i done everything for you and ur baby, you said i was tha best...so i thought
you told me that you would always come back to me...so i thought
when nobody else cared bout you and i thought bringing you in would be right...so i thought
your family always talked bad bout me, but i stayed and tried to keep our relationship together...so i thought (i was)
for everything you did to me from stabbin me in tha back, spittin in my face, i thought i would have tha heart to forgive you...so i thought


so now you moved on with you life and left me with no heart...so heartless
dumbfounded, lost, confused, gave up on everything...
everything i had, i put all on you...
didnt have nothing for myself...
but as tha days went by and by...
i forgot bout you and everything you did...
until at 1:58am on November 9, 2009...
i was thinkin bout tha 6 months i was with you...
and now im blogging bout it...
to get all this shit off my chest...
i feel alot betta now...


-MyVoices-

*clicks tha publish post button*

Friday, October 30, 2009

My Voices

people have been asking me, where did i get tha concept of my old twitter name My Voices...
well im gonna let you know where did i get tha name from...

well tha concept of tha My Voices is tha type of music dat listen too...
it could be tha sound of depression, stress, suicidal, love, hurt, love etc..
either it could be good or bad...
its tha voices of tha music that catches my ears...
tha way tha voices that comes out tha mouth of tha person thats singing tha song...
when ever im in a depressing, stressful, sad, love or im hurt kinda of mood...
i turn to my voices...
tha voices always tell me things that i see or tell me things that i will do to you...
they always tell me where to go in life..
tells me how to treat people...
tells me to watch out who to let in my life..
tells me who to give my heart to...
my voices tell me who to open up to...
my voices help me see tha bad and good things in life...
my voices always tells me everything is gonna be ok...
just learn from your mistakes and move on with your life...
so i hope this is a good understanding on where i got tha concept of My Voices...
i hope you enjoyed this blog...
until then...
im gone...


-My Voices-

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Is It Worth It? Wrote On December 31, 2008

is it worth all tha hurt, tha pain and all tha suffering...all for just one person
tha one person you put ya heart, ya body and soul all just for dat one person
is it worth puttin everything u wanna do, where u got to tha point where u thought u were killin yaself, just to make one person fukkin happy...is it worth it?
is it worth u tryin to keep a friendship tofukkingether, where tha other person is not givin a fukk, not showin no fukkin effort, not doin nuthin to keep it alive...is it fukkin worth it
all tha tears, tha hurt, tha sleepless just for one person, tha one person u can see yaself with
is all dat worth it? knowin dat its a million females out there in tha world, who prolly waitin on someone like you, maybe one of those females out there could treat u alot better, but....is it worth it, just puttin them all to tha side, just for one person? so wat im tryin to say is...do not wait for nuthin or nobody, do not do it, cuz its not worth it, if they are not gonna be there for you, not tryin to keep tha relationship together, tha friendship and u doin all u can do just to keep it together, dont do it...cuz its not worth it!!!

My Love Life - The Movie Wrote On Decemeber 28, 2008

my love life is like a movie
its scripted..
it has cut 1...2...and 3
my love life is something dat u will
either find in a love movie...
something u might read in a book...
its like a fairy tale, a myth...
its like a dream...
waitin to come real
but never seems to happen
as these thoughts keep runnin thru my head
wonderin will i ever find love again
will my love life be a real one
will this fairy tale ever end
who knows...i dont
im tired of playin make believe
im tired of livin in a novel life
i can't go another day...
havin to watch tv or a movie
and have to witness
a love story...
a love triangle...
who will walk into my life...
and make this fairy tale go away...
make this dream come to reality...
until then...im livin in this world...
full of myths, lies, fairy tales...

-ghost-

Walk Away (But I Can't) Wrote On March 23, 2009

u wanna walk away from it all...

all tha pain...

all tha hurt..

u wanna leave it all behind u...

start all over again...

but theres something dats holdin u back..

dats keepin u from walkin away from it...

u think to yaself...

is it worth tryin to hold on...

hold on to all this pain, hurt, sufferin..

can ya heart take all this pain..

u wanna walk away from it...

but something bout it or dat person...

is makin u do otherwise...

its got you confused...

makin you think twice bout it...

its got you stuck in a corner...

where u cant get out...

but u still wanna walk away from it...

wats there to do...

to be continued.........

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Dear Music,

oh how i love your voices...
tha words can touch a place in my heart dat nobody else could ever do...
it could be a instrumental and it would bring tears to a person's eyes...
some of ur songs could make a person mad, sad, happy...
but in tha end we will always love you...
u bring beautiful babies into this hateful place we call earth...
u have kept me from slappin a couple of people...
cuzzin out people for no reason...
kept me from goin out and doing stupid shit...
tha lyrics to your songs have inspire me to do well...
i would never turn my back on you...
you tell great stories...
stories that i can tell my kids...
dats if i ever have any lol...
to end this, just wanted to say...
u are tha best...
if it wasn't for you, i dont know what kinda person i would be today..
i love you music...


~MyVoices~


Friday, June 12, 2009

Will I?

will i ever be tha person dat i've only dreamed bout being...
will i ever be happy again...
to ever see tha day dat i will be inlove again...
will i ever find a female dats right for me...
a female dat will accept me for who i am...
and not judge me or try to change me to be someone else...
will i ever come to tha day where all my pain is gone for good...
and i can smile for tha rest of my life without any worries...
will i get rid of all this stress...
will i ever have tha patience for all this dat im askin for...
who knows, only time will tell...
until tha question is...Will I?

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Perfect Picture...

on dat special day...
when i can't wait to be with you...
grab you by tha waist with one hand...
and touch u softly on ya cheek...
look u right in ya gorgeous eyes...
and tell you...
how much of a beautiful person you are...
as i pull you closely to my heart...
so u can feel tha beat....
wrap my arms around you...
hold you tightly...
and give u a soft kiss on ya forehead....
as we hold each other thru tha night...
i say "I Love You"...
this is wat i call a Perfect Picture....


~ghost~

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Thoughts

sometimes i wonder...
where does my mind travel to...
and where does it go...
does it go far...
while my mind travels...
i sit and wonder wat kinda thoughts does it bring back...
is it krayzie thoughts...
of wat another person is doing...
on dat note...i could highly doubt dat shit..
of y tha world has so much haterd...
y are there so many young ppl dyin over stupid shit...
while i sit here and think bout all this shit dat im thinkin bout...
will this world ever change...
will we ever love each other again...
if u feel dat u dont like somebody...
dont kill them...
go whoop dat nigga ass...
i mean atleast dats betta than killin somebody...
dont think im krayzie or anything...
when my mind travels...
these are tha thoughts dat it brings back...
sometimes i think bout every rapper or singer dat either got murder or killed...
how would tha industry be if they were still alive...
would Jay-z be so hot right bout now...
would alicia keys and beyonce have so many grammies, sold so many records now...
if pimp c was still alive, would UGK be tha best group outta tha south...
i mean these are some of tha thoughts dat my mind goes and gets....
i wonder wats some other thoughts my mind could go get if it travels deep in tha land of imaganation....

-ghost-