Monday, August 2, 2010

Life...

what is life...
life is something a person has to live...
you only live once...
your only chance to be successful...
tha only time to make a better person of yourself...
people come and go...
choose your friends wisely....
make the right choices...
even if they are bad ones...
keep your eyes open...
watch out for tha traitors...
the people who only need you that only benefits them...
those are really not your friends...
in life you will always have your ups and downs...
make many mistakes...
but in the end...
you will learn from them...
life is like a scar...
when you get cut...
put a band-aid on it...
let it heal and keep moving on...
so only you can live your life...
not another soul can make your decisions for you...
they might tell you what's good for you...
but they will never know what's good for you...
so eventually you're satisfied with tha way you lived your life...
so far...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Something Bout You....

i don't know what it is...
but it just something bout you...
that makes it feel so right...
tha way you speak your words...
how you inspire me...
encouraging me...
praying that i will be blessed...
always seeming to look out for me...
even tha ones who have tha same color blood as me don't...
this is a feeling that i never had a good hold to...
every time i sense that i have it in my hands...
it seems to find a way to get loose...
but with you...
this feeling covers every little part of my heart...
not one empty space...
there's not a definition...
no words...
that you can put together...
to tell how much i love you....
something bout you...
that has me loving you forever...

-MyVoices-

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Definition Of Love

love has so many meanings...
from so many different people...
all around tha world...
when people do give their definition of love...
do they think its really tha true meaning...
is it being followed...
if one's heart gets broken...
do they learn from their mistaken definition of love...
how do they move on with life of existence...
will they ever find something of someone...
who can come in their life...
reach deep down in their soul...
pick up tha broken pieces...
put them back together...
as tha days, months and years go by...
maybe, maybe not...
definition of love...
only comes from tha dictionary...
called tha heart...
that beats unconditional...
which endures pain...
to tha person who protects...
holds tha key...
tightly in tha palm of their hands...
waiting patiently to give it to that special someone...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Venting...

people seem to think what's really good for me...
telling me how to live my life...
trying to give me relationship advice...
when apparently they're still single and looking...
asking me bout people that i left when i got right with GOD...
saying this is tha best thing for you to do...
if it's tha best thing thing, how come you can't do it...
females running off at tha mouth...
talking bout what other females should do to keep a man...
when they are single as well...
i swear some people don't know what they want...
but wanna tell other people what they need...
niggas wanna tell how other males tha whats good for a female...
when they don't know what's good for them...
you can't live my life without my heart in your chest...
or my brain in your head to think tha shit that i think...
don't take this tha wrong way...
its just random shit that i see and think bout...
so if this offends you...
then part of me says sorry and tha other doesn't...
this is my way of talking shit and meaning it all...
its just something bout people that make me sick...
i don't think they have tha medication to make me better from them...
these are tha random things i vent bout...
i'm venting for a purpose...
tha purpose is to feel better and not let nobody get tha best of me...
always staying on top...
being one step ahead of tha rest...
you could never knock me down...
or be a step ahead of me...
i'm living for me, GOD and tha people who are close to me...
you fukk with them...
then you have to answer to me...
please don't take this as if i'm talking to a certain person...
i'm not...
i'm talking to everybody...
so i don't want anybody to be like "are you talking bout me in your poem"...
so please don't ask me that...
i'm just letting out tha thoughts that im venting in this poem...
until next time...

-MyVoices-

Monday, July 5, 2010

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Dreaming...( Again )

as tha night passing...
so slowly...
i lay in my bed...
my eyes fighting to stay open...
knowing when they do...
i'm gonna drift off somewhere...
giving up so easy...
my dreams are calling me...
saying "don't fight it, just let it happen"
my eyelids finally shut...
as my eyeballs start to move around...
i see a young woman...
standing over me...
on tha left side of my bed...
i can feel her leaning towards my body...
coming closer to my face...
i feel tha air from her nose...
as she's coming closer...
i attempt to lift my arms up...
only to touch her face...
but i can't...
feels like a force coming from her...
pinning my arms down....
her touch is ever so soft...
caressing tha side of my cheek...
outta nowhere...
i lift my arms up...
slowly reaching for tha side of her cheek...
i begin to sit my body up...
to reach for a kiss....
I....
.....
.....
.....

*wakes up*




-MyVoices-

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Me Vs. My Thoughts

its 3:51am in tha morning...
laying here...
distance from tha world...
thoughts races around in my head...
trying to get me say what i'm thinking...
my thoughts are like voices...
telling me to do things...
only my eyes can see...
showing me things that i would do...
trying to shake this voices outta my head...
its tha bad thoughts over powering tha good ones...
im doing my best to take control...
these thoughts are getting tha best of me...
what can i do?...
who do i turn to, in a situation like this...
i need to stand tall and be strong...
this won't last forever...
i can overcome these leeches called my thoughts...
that are sukking tha good thoughts outta my head right now...
as i find a way to close my eyes...
drift off into dream land...
hoping whatever i see in my dreams...
that when i do wake up...
that these thoughts (voices) are gone...
well tha bad ones...
in reality of this life i live...

-MyVoices-

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Lets Do Tha Unthinkable II ( Would You Be Ready )

moment of honesty...
some many thoughts...
are racing through my head...
wondering how are you gonna react to them...
i'm gonna sit here and tell you what my thoughts are...
so if i tell you what they are, would you be ready?...
thinking bout skipping everything we talked bout...
getting married and having kids...
this is a feeling, a feeling that i can't let go...
these thoughts in my head got me going really krayzie...
and i can't stop thinking bout them...
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...
you have said to me...
many times you were feeling tha same way that i was feeling...
that time was wasting...
so what was we waiting for...
if we were gonna do this...
we should do this right now...
thinking bout skipping everything we talked bout...
leaving everyone else behind...
this is a feeling, a feeling that i can't let go...
these thoughts in my head got me going really krayzie...
and i'm bout to lose my mind...
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...
standing together on a rock...
staring in each others eyes...
with tha waves splashing on tha rock...
this is something that i don't want to end...
we never thought twice bout it...
just got up and ran away....
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...

-MyVoices-

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Fireworks

my life is a everyday...
4th Of July...
each day is a different...
type of a firework...
tha situations i go through...
is like tha fire...
lighting up tha days...
that pass by...
shooting in tha air...
letting tha whole world see...
tha things i go through in life...
so if you see different patterns in tha sky...
that means its a different situation...
each day that pass...
in my life of fireworks...

-MyVoices-

Friday, June 11, 2010

Beneath Tha Skin

beneath tha skin...
i can feel tha flow of my blood...
pumping harder and faster...
in a speed...
that i can't control...
it feels like...
it wants to tell me something...
but i can't get nothing from it...
maybe tha blood cells in my veins...
are transforming into words...
going towards to tha tip of my fingers...
giving me this feeling...
to write or type something...
beneath tha skin...
there lies something...
that beats...
pumps out tha blood cells...
i call words...
through out my body...
towards tha tips of my fingers...
beneath tha skin...
is a person, a poet...
that can pretty much...
put any words together...
turn them into something amazing...
beneath tha skin...
lies tha spirit of a caring soul of...
Mr. Rogers...

-MyVoices-