Me Vs. My Thoughts

its 3:51am in tha morning...
laying here...
distance from tha world...
thoughts races around in my head...
trying to get me say what i'm thinking...
my thoughts are like voices...
telling me to do things...
only my eyes can see...
showing me things that i would do...
trying to shake this voices outta my head...
its tha bad thoughts over powering tha good ones...
im doing my best to take control...
these thoughts are getting tha best of me...
what can i do?...
who do i turn to, in a situation like this...
i need to stand tall and be strong...
this won't last forever...
i can overcome these leeches called my thoughts...
that are sukking tha good thoughts outta my head right now...
as i find a way to close my eyes...
drift off into dream land...
hoping whatever i see in my dreams...
that when i do wake up...
that these thoughts (voices) are gone...
well tha bad ones...
in reality of this life i live...

-MyVoices-

Lets Do Tha Unthinkable II ( Would You Be Ready )

moment of honesty...
some many thoughts...
are racing through my head...
wondering how are you gonna react to them...
i'm gonna sit here and tell you what my thoughts are...
so if i tell you what they are, would you be ready?...
thinking bout skipping everything we talked bout...
getting married and having kids...
this is a feeling, a feeling that i can't let go...
these thoughts in my head got me going really krayzie...
and i can't stop thinking bout them...
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...
you have said to me...
many times you were feeling tha same way that i was feeling...
that time was wasting...
so what was we waiting for...
if we were gonna do this...
we should do this right now...
thinking bout skipping everything we talked bout...
leaving everyone else behind...
this is a feeling, a feeling that i can't let go...
these thoughts in my head got me going really krayzie...
and i'm bout to lose my mind...
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...
standing together on a rock...
staring in each others eyes...
with tha waves splashing on tha rock...
this is something that i don't want to end...
we never thought twice bout it...
just got up and ran away....
so would you be ready...
if i said lets get up and get married...
have our honeymoon in paris...
then start on our family...
or would you think i'm krayzie...
it don't really matter how i'm saying this...
so whenever i ask you...
would you be ready...

-MyVoices-

Fireworks

my life is a everyday...
4th Of July...
each day is a different...
type of a firework...
tha situations i go through...
is like tha fire...
lighting up tha days...
that pass by...
shooting in tha air...
letting tha whole world see...
tha things i go through in life...
so if you see different patterns in tha sky...
that means its a different situation...
each day that pass...
in my life of fireworks...

-MyVoices-

Beneath Tha Skin

beneath tha skin...
i can feel tha flow of my blood...
pumping harder and faster...
in a speed...
that i can't control...
it feels like...
it wants to tell me something...
but i can't get nothing from it...
maybe tha blood cells in my veins...
are transforming into words...
going towards to tha tip of my fingers...
giving me this feeling...
to write or type something...
beneath tha skin...
there lies something...
that beats...
pumps out tha blood cells...
i call words...
through out my body...
towards tha tips of my fingers...
beneath tha skin...
is a person, a poet...
that can pretty much...
put any words together...
turn them into something amazing...
beneath tha skin...
lies tha spirit of a caring soul of...
Mr. Rogers...

-MyVoices-

Caged Bird III ( Finally Free )

i'm finally free...
a new beginning...
new start...
not trapped anymore...
i can finally breath...
no more stressing...
i'm finally somewhere...
i can spread my wings and fly...
let tha whole world hear my song...
tha song i've kept inside for some many years...
i'm more stronger...
have more faith in me and everything i do...
its bout that time...
that i touch tha sky...
pull those stars down...
receive my blessing...
doing tha things thats right for me...
and all tha people that are really close to me...
living for tha man upstairs...
letting him lead tha way...
i'm free...
not a caged bird ever again...
can you hear me sing my song?...
if you can't hear it now...
trust me...
you will hear them as tha years pass...

-MyVoices-