Notebook Part III

as he carries her towards tha bedroom...
laying her down slowly...
at tha foot of tha bed...
as she lays there...
licking and biting her bottom lip...
as her notebook is open wide...
he stands there...
staring at...
every drop of her love...
that resembles tha pages of her notebook...
being turned...
he starts at her feet...
kissing and sucking on them...
her notebook begins to get wetter...
running down her inner thigh...
he's working his way up to tha notebook...
so he can taste her every thought...
every spot that he explore...
is being written in her notebook...
kissing up her inner thigh...
it gets hotter every inch of tha way...
getting closer to her notebook...
he can feel tha fire...
tha temperature is rising...
as soon as he gets to her notebook...
she closes it and says....
"i'm sorry but i can't do this, you have to go"....
he gets up with this confused look on his face...
puts his clothes on and walks towards tha door...
she locks it behind him...
with her back to tha door...
looks up and says, "what just happen?"

to be continue...

-MyVoices-

My Addiction

its something bout you...
that gets me so weak...
you take control of my mind...
i get this feeling...
that i never felt before...
a feeling that no human being...
could ever make me feel...
tha sound of tha instrument...
tha way words are sung...
gets my heart to pound...
beating to tha sound...
my feet get to moving...
you are my inspiration to my every poem...
as tha minute you start...
i get tha feeling...
i'm doing a concert...
i sing no matter where i'm at...
don't care how bad i sound...
i sing, rap or just dance to tha words...
its times i can just lay there...
close my eyes...
and dream bout...
how tha music notes...
could fly me away...
to sound of your beat...
flying me to a place...
only a person...
could dream of going...
this addiction...
has gotten me through alot of shit...
tha pain...
wipe alot of tears from my eyes...
you kept me from losing my mind...
when i sing tha first few lines...
to your every song...
it makes me smile from ear to ear...
you are my first and last love...
tha addiction...
that needs no rehab...
this is a drug...
that one person...
could never overdose...
well you might overdose...
but you'll never die...
you are tha only thing...
that any human breathing thing...
could never give up on...
my addiction...
i will never turn my back on you...
you have been there for me...
like no other...
for there my addiction is...
MUSIC...
i love you so....

-MyVoices-

Tha Diary Of Charles Rogers

my diary consists...
tha things that i've witness...
stuff that i've felt...
things i've thought bout...
heartbreaks...
relationship problems...
how i really felt bout tha word "Love"...
my struggle...
my plot to success...
tha path to happiness...
writing in my diary...
is my only way...
to get away from everything...
that transpire in this hateful world...
we called earth...
my diary is my place of peace...
when i start writing...
it mutes everything else around me...
all tha pain, stress, tears...
are all gone away...
making it easy to breath...
my secrets are safe...
in my diary...
it won't tell my secrets...
they are like tha key to my heart...
THIS is...
Tha Diary Of Charles Rogers...

-MyVoices-

Just Close Your Eyes

lay back...
close your eyes...
take a deep breath...
let your thoughts wonder...
to a place...
only your dreams can take you...
past tha stars...
tha moon...
gliding thru space...
floating on gravity...
landing on a planet...
that has never been thought bout...
kraylue trees...
purplane grass...
a moon that's white as snow...
tha sun bright as a rainbow after it rains...
wind blowing tha notes...
of tha birds chirping...
your favorite songs...
a peaceful place to be...
a getaway from everything...
and anything around you...
only way to view...
these wonderful things...
is to lay back...
take a deep breath...
and close your eyes...

-MyVoices-

"aUnthinkableVoice"

a voice...
that speaks without thinking...

a voice...
that will let his/her voice travel...
to a place unknown...
a place far away...
somewhere beyond thoughts...

a voice...
where you don't listen to anybody...
not even your heart...
you just speak without thinking...

a voice...
that doesn't care what anybody thinks...
its gonna speak regardless of tha situation...
tha word is gonna get out some how...

a voice...
that doesn't think of it being krayzie...
just wants whatever words...
that comes out...
to be so beautiful...

a voice...
that speaks without thinking...
lets his/her words travel...
going to a place...
that's beyond thoughts....

-MyVoices-

I Love You Vs. Love You

yes in tha "real" world...
they both mean tha same...
but in another world...
they are completely different...
i mean anybody can say "Love You"
and not mean it...
you can walk up to a complete stranger...
and say "Love You" and it won't mean nothing...
friends always say "Love You"...
it may mean something...
but it doesn't have tha same feeling...
as when you say "I Love You"...
with tha "I" in front of it...
it has more excitement to it...
3 words is better than 2 words...
it takes tha couple further...
without that "I"...
it has less meaning...
no control from tha person its coming from...
put that "I" in front of it...
it has alot of meaning...
more control...
it makes tha two stronger...
smiling for no reason at all...
this may not be tha right definition of tha two sayings...
but its my definition of tha two...
tha way i feel bout tha two sayings...
so i hope you understand where i'm coming from...

-MyVoices-

To Love,

one day i will look you in tha eye and say...
you will never get tha best of me...
i'm not gonna let you control my emotions...
you will not control me...
i will be ready for anything you throw my way...
never again will you be my disease...
i will be tha cure to this situation...
over tha years...
you have ran me...
but from now on...
i will run you...
take control of you...
one day you will feel all tha pain you put me through...
you will finally see what i'm talking bout...
no longer will i be blinded by you...
i will see what you're really bout...
no more tears, sleepless night, pain...
all that is gone...
i will stand tall...
on top of your world called....
LOVE....

-MyVoices-

Valentine's Day

valentine's day...
is bout loving...
telling your love one how you feel...
what makes this day so special....
showing and doing things...
for your love one...
romantic dinner...
candles lite...
nice bottle of wine on ice...
some soft slow music...
after a nice romantic candle light dinner...
a nice hot bubble bath...
with 4 candles lite...
tha candles that leave a smell...
relaxing, holding your love close...
whispering sweet nothings in her ear...
bathing every each of her body...
head to toe...
not missing one spot...
no need to dry off...
next stop is tha bed...
that's surrounded by rose peddles...
with more candles burning...
caressing her body...
making it more hotter...
exploring every inch of her body...
with your tongue...
leaving her notebook wet and steaming...
for your love...
going that extra mile...
just to make her feel extremely good...
climaxing tha night away...
holding each other...
while yall bodies sweat...
from all tha love making that was made...
laying there...
until both fall asleep...

-MyVoices-

P.S. this is how Valentine's Day should be spent, its not bout gifts, flowers, candy, its bout whats in tha heart and how you express your feelings towards tha one you truly love and care bout tha most...