My Voices

people have been asking me, where did i get tha concept of my old twitter name My Voices...
well im gonna let you know where did i get tha name from...

well tha concept of tha My Voices is tha type of music dat listen too...
it could be tha sound of depression, stress, suicidal, love, hurt, love etc..
either it could be good or bad...
its tha voices of tha music that catches my ears...
tha way tha voices that comes out tha mouth of tha person thats singing tha song...
when ever im in a depressing, stressful, sad, love or im hurt kinda of mood...
i turn to my voices...
tha voices always tell me things that i see or tell me things that i will do to you...
they always tell me where to go in life..
tells me how to treat people...
tells me to watch out who to let in my life..
tells me who to give my heart to...
my voices tell me who to open up to...
my voices help me see tha bad and good things in life...
my voices always tells me everything is gonna be ok...
just learn from your mistakes and move on with your life...
so i hope this is a good understanding on where i got tha concept of My Voices...
i hope you enjoyed this blog...
until then...
im gone...


-My Voices-

Is It Worth It? Wrote On December 31, 2008

is it worth all tha hurt, tha pain and all tha suffering...all for just one person
tha one person you put ya heart, ya body and soul all just for dat one person
is it worth puttin everything u wanna do, where u got to tha point where u thought u were killin yaself, just to make one person fukkin happy...is it worth it?
is it worth u tryin to keep a friendship tofukkingether, where tha other person is not givin a fukk, not showin no fukkin effort, not doin nuthin to keep it alive...is it fukkin worth it
all tha tears, tha hurt, tha sleepless just for one person, tha one person u can see yaself with
is all dat worth it? knowin dat its a million females out there in tha world, who prolly waitin on someone like you, maybe one of those females out there could treat u alot better, but....is it worth it, just puttin them all to tha side, just for one person? so wat im tryin to say is...do not wait for nuthin or nobody, do not do it, cuz its not worth it, if they are not gonna be there for you, not tryin to keep tha relationship together, tha friendship and u doin all u can do just to keep it together, dont do it...cuz its not worth it!!!

My Love Life - The Movie Wrote On Decemeber 28, 2008

my love life is like a movie
its scripted..
it has cut 1...2...and 3
my love life is something dat u will
either find in a love movie...
something u might read in a book...
its like a fairy tale, a myth...
its like a dream...
waitin to come real
but never seems to happen
as these thoughts keep runnin thru my head
wonderin will i ever find love again
will my love life be a real one
will this fairy tale ever end
who knows...i dont
im tired of playin make believe
im tired of livin in a novel life
i can't go another day...
havin to watch tv or a movie
and have to witness
a love story...
a love triangle...
who will walk into my life...
and make this fairy tale go away...
make this dream come to reality...
until then...im livin in this world...
full of myths, lies, fairy tales...

-ghost-

Walk Away (But I Can't) Wrote On March 23, 2009

u wanna walk away from it all...

all tha pain...

all tha hurt..

u wanna leave it all behind u...

start all over again...

but theres something dats holdin u back..

dats keepin u from walkin away from it...

u think to yaself...

is it worth tryin to hold on...

hold on to all this pain, hurt, sufferin..

can ya heart take all this pain..

u wanna walk away from it...

but something bout it or dat person...

is makin u do otherwise...

its got you confused...

makin you think twice bout it...

its got you stuck in a corner...

where u cant get out...

but u still wanna walk away from it...

wats there to do...

to be continued.........

Dear Music,

oh how i love your voices...
tha words can touch a place in my heart dat nobody else could ever do...
it could be a instrumental and it would bring tears to a person's eyes...
some of ur songs could make a person mad, sad, happy...
but in tha end we will always love you...
u bring beautiful babies into this hateful place we call earth...
u have kept me from slappin a couple of people...
cuzzin out people for no reason...
kept me from goin out and doing stupid shit...
tha lyrics to your songs have inspire me to do well...
i would never turn my back on you...
you tell great stories...
stories that i can tell my kids...
dats if i ever have any lol...
to end this, just wanted to say...
u are tha best...
if it wasn't for you, i dont know what kinda person i would be today..
i love you music...


~MyVoices~