So I Thought

you were pregnant when we first met, i thought you would change my mind bout being with females that were either pregnant or had a baby already...so i thought
i thought you were tha one for me...so i thought
you always said dat it was gonna be forever...so i thought
i thought you were tha best girlfriend ever...so i thought
i gave you my heart and you said that you would never break it...so i thought
when i done everything for you and ur baby, you said i was tha best...so i thought
you told me that you would always come back to me...so i thought
when nobody else cared bout you and i thought bringing you in would be right...so i thought
your family always talked bad bout me, but i stayed and tried to keep our relationship together...so i thought (i was)
for everything you did to me from stabbin me in tha back, spittin in my face, i thought i would have tha heart to forgive you...so i thought


so now you moved on with you life and left me with no heart...so heartless
dumbfounded, lost, confused, gave up on everything...
everything i had, i put all on you...
didnt have nothing for myself...
but as tha days went by and by...
i forgot bout you and everything you did...
until at 1:58am on November 9, 2009...
i was thinkin bout tha 6 months i was with you...
and now im blogging bout it...
to get all this shit off my chest...
i feel alot betta now...


-MyVoices-

*clicks tha publish post button*