Spread Your Wings And Fly

when it seems like...
you're all alone...
nowhere to go...
nobody to listen to your problems...
no shoulder to cry on...
felt like you were trapped...
just lost everything...
sleepless nights...
endless nightmares...
your heart was heavy...
with all tha pain that's built up inside...
to a point...
you can't take it anymore...
hold your head to tha sky...
ask tha lord...
to give you tha strength...
just to see another day...
get through tha hard times...
and when you get done praying...
hold head up high...
close your eyes...
spread your wings and fly...
riding high...
you won't wanna come down...
cause your wings won't fail you now...
if can touch tha sky...
then you can risk tha fall...
just to know how it feels to fly...

-MyVoices-

P.S. last part of tha poem i got from a song by alicia keys called "How It Feels To Fly" i kinda took tha words and rearranged them myself...hope yall will enjoy this poem =]

One Of These Days

one of these days...
i'm gonna wake up...
with a smile...
that will shine over tha whole world...

one of these days...
you gonna realize...
you will never find another...
person to love you tha way i did...

one of these days...
all this pain...
that's been built up over tha years...
will finally be gone for good...

one of these days...
i will publish my first poem book...
touch every broken heart...
out in this hateful world today...

one of these days...
i will make karma my bitch...
if it comes back...
around again...

one of these days...
when my heart cries out...
you will catch my tears...
and taste my pain...

one of these days...
i will get married...
have kids and...
have one big happy family...

one of these days...
i'm gonna reach up into tha sky...
reach for tha brightest star...
and make tha biggest wish ever...

one of these days...
that special someone (the key)....
will come to my cage...
and set me free...

one day....
i will be able to fly...
sing my song...
so tha whole world...
can hear....

-MyVoices-

Notebook Part II

She thought...
They will just have to wait...
But that was only a thought...
As she stepped out the shower...
Stepping on the clothes on the floor...
They can stay there she said...
She yelled out "just a min"...
Walking slowly to the door...
Who is it? She asked softly...
A strong manly voice replied, "its me"...
She opens the door and it is indeed THAT MAN...
Thoughts of reading her own notebook...
Flew from her head...
For she knew every word, she knows it...
Like the back of her hand...
But...
He doesn't, and is looking interested...
She leads him to the back...
Through her room...
Over the clothes on the floor...
His clothes now accompany hers...
She takes his hand in hers...
With a com hither look back...
They are now in the shower...
He will learn about what she writes...
As the water falls over them...
There's a sparkle in their eyes...
He holds her notebook gently in his hands...
As he opens the notebook...
She whispers in his ear...
Flip slowly through the pages...
I want you to read every word...
He listens to her words...
Slowly absorbing everything in...
Her notebook...
As he approaches the last page...
She can't wait for him to read...
What it says...
Now she needs the speed...
So she will now let him lead...

To be continued...

via @SavageSweetz

Sexual Encounter Part II ( Her Desires )

as i open tha door...
she was standing there...
in a robe like jacket...
that was dark blue...
very silky...
she walks through...
tha door very slowly...
i look down at her smooth...
caramel chocolate legs...
she turns around...
only to untie her robe...
and what do i see...
a Victoria Secret...
bra set...
that was black and see through...
she walks towards...
with sex in her eyes...
wanting to do...
any and everything...
that she wants to me...
she pulls closer to me...
laying soft kisses on my lips...
she bites her bottom lip...
so i do tha same...
putting tha tip of her index finger...
in her mouth...
to suck on it...
like it had whip cream on it...
she begins to suck on my neck...
kissing and biting on it...
my eyes begin to roll...
in tha back of my head...
she takes my shirt off...
over my head...
only to start sukkin...
on my right nipple...
i let out a soft snake sound....
she goes down lower...
to unbuckle my belt...
pulling my pants down...
around my ankles...
she reaches inside my boxers...
to grab my dick...
but it was hard way before....
right now its even harder...
she starts to massage it softly...
taking her thumb...
rubbing on tha head...
so i'm standing here...
naked...
with my pants around my ankles still...
just in a dazed...
due to her actions...
i was in heaven....
with wings...
ready to fly...
she takes my hand...
leading me in tha bedroom...
throwing me at tha foot of tha bed...
i scoot backwards...
towards tha head of tha bed...
she takes off her bra set...
slowly crawls in tha bed...
as i lay there...
looking up at tha ceiling...
she grabs my dick...
looks at it...
she takes tha tip of her tongue...
and wraps it around tha head...
automatically...
i jumped up...
looking for shit to grab...
she starts going down on my dick...
very slowly...
tryin to taste...
every inch as possible...
taking it out her mouth...
and going back at it...
only to go much faster...
all different kinds of moans...
begin to come out...
in every language...
it was that damn good...
sukkin tha head til its dry...
she gets up...
to straddle herself...
on my dick...
slowly grinding...
tryin her hardest...
not to go fast...
she positions herself...
to get her balance...
leaning towards me...
both hands on my chest...
spreading her legs...
further apart...
so that her pussy...
can sukk on my dick...
bouncing up and down on my dick...
i can feel myself...
bout to explode...
trying to hold it in...
as she sees my sex faces...
knowin that i'm bout to cum...
as she stops...
i can feel her juices...
run down my dick...
as she leans back...
riding my dick...
like she bull riding or something...
she leans back forward...
grinding and bouncing on my dick...
going faster and faster...
i begin to grab on her breasts...
as if...
when i explode...
i would have something to hold on to...
she's still going fast...
riding and grinding...
grinding and bouncing...
her pussy juices...
squirt out...
running down my dick...
next thing you know...
i'm cumming...
cumming alot...
i can feel it shoot...
through her pussy...
by tha look on my face...
and tha way i was breathing...
she could tell that i had came already...
just sitting there...
gasping for air...
with sweat dripping down her chest...
she leans over...
to lay on my chest...
hearing that my heart...
is beating extra fast and shit...
laying there...
until we both fall asleep...

-MyVoices-

Lost In A Place

lost in a place...
that's unreachable to find...
searching for something...
that can't be found...
curing something...
with no disease...
having answers...
with no questions asked...
dreaming with no thoughts...
singing with no tone...
dancing with no rhythm...
seeing with no sight...
speaking with no voice...
feeling with no touch...
tears in my eyes...
but i can't cry...
a big heart...
but i can't love...
living with no life...
breathing with no air...
walking with no path...
looking for all tha right things...
in all tha wrong places...
but looking for all tha wrong things...
in all tha right places...
searching for that final piece...
that missing and last...
piece my broken heart...
tha last piece...
that puts away...
all tha pain...
for good...
i'm lost in a place...
that's unreachable to find...

-MyVoices-

I Am

i am...
a lost soul...
looking for a place to rest...
a confused individual...
kind hearted...
filled with dreams...
i am...
a lover...
that falls really hard...
but always seem to have trouble getting up...
i am...
that person...
who tries to heal every...
broken heart...
in tha free world...
i am...
tha unthinkable...
a risk taker...
who loves tha challenge...
that's willing to fight...
for what's right...
i am...
a person who cries tears...
that fights through tha pain...
i am...
a very difficult person...
to figure out...
very inpatient...
i am...
somebody...
who searching...
for a way...
to be happy again...
so i have to say...
everything you have read in this poem...
its real...
my thoughts...
my feelings...
everything i've endure...
its me...
Charles Rogers...
and...
I Am...

-MyVoices-

Notebook Part I

as she walks in from a long hard day at work...
taking a sit on tha end of tha couch...
only to look over to her phone to see if she has any messages...
kicking off her shoes, reaching to rub her feet...
letting out a soft moan...
luckily for her...
she didn't have any messages...
walking towards her bedroom...
getting her clothes ready...
for a nice hot steaming shower...
placing her clothes...
nicely on tha toilet sit...
turning tha shower on...
checking to see...
if tha water is just tha right temperature...
slowly taking off her clothes...
letting them hit tha floor...
wrapping around her ankles...
as she steps into tha fogging shower...
adjusting tha shower rod...
getting her hair wet...
slowly lifting up...
letting tha hot water...
hit her face...
running down her chest...
reaching over...
only to get her favorite...
type of soap...
turning tha bottle upside down...
squeezing and shaking...
letting it drop...
slowly...
down her chest...
as she takes...
her towel...
to only rub against...
her perky breasts...
that sit up nicely...
rubbing tha soap...
all across her chest...
going down to her stomach...
bending over...
to bathe her...
soft, smooth, shaved legs...
onto her ankles as well...
standing up straight...
to bathe both her arms...
but before she rinses off...
she goes back down...
to her notebook...
as she opens up...
she hears a knock on tha door...

to be continued....

-MyVoices-

Its Gone (It's Not There Anymore)

we shared something...
that was...
so unbelievable...
just amazing...
words couldn't describe...
tha way i felt...
how i thought bout...
everything...
we could possible...
do together...
we laughed...
our imaginations...
went wild...
our minds just...
took us to...
different places...
tha little thing in my chest that beats...
wasn't called a heart anymore...
it was called ( your name here )....
cause you had it...
you were tha key...
that could lock away...
tha love we had...
but...
its gets real complicated here...
cause see...
that feeling...
its gone...
just vanished away...
in thin air...
never to be found again...
that feeling...
only you could...
make me feel...
that we once shared...
i want it back...
how it use to be...
i don't feel tha same way...
as before...
can you bring it back...
please...
cause its not there anymore...

-MyVoices-

How My Heart Behaves

as each minute passes...
many thoughts run...
through tha mind...
like many sperm cells swimming...
trying to get tha egg...
heart beating like a banjo...
with sweat dripping down tha face...
heavy wheezing...
that makes tha lungs tight...
making it hard to breathe...
why is this happening...
what makes my heart...
act this way...
i wish i knew...
it has a mind...
of its own...
sometimes...
it bleeds pain...
sheds many tears...
as it looks for...
that special key...
to unlock...
from this...
caged door...
that's protecting...
from every living thing...
everything you can...
possible think...
can make this...
heart behave...
tha way it does...

-MyVoices-

Say Something

deep inside...
i know something...
is bothering you...
you may smile...
on tha outside...
but on tha inside...
you are hurting...
something is keeping...
you from expressing...
your true feelings...
you scared of...
my reaction...
or how it would...
make me feel...
who would it...
hurt tha most...
me or you?...
you tha most...
letting it all...
build up inside...
i don't care...
of how its...
gonna effect me...
i will get over...
tha fact that...
you finally...
said whats really...
on your heart...
so if you could....
do it for tha sake of us...
tha future of our relationship...
say something...

-MyVoices-

Kraylue

a type of blue...
that will have...
you clueless...
thoughtless...
never know what...
to expect next...
always has you...
thinking of something...
krayzie to do...
one look at this color...
will have you...
doing tha unthinkable...
it takes your...
mind to places...
you never thought...
it would take you...
gets you drunk...
without drinking...
gets you high...
without smoking weed...
have you dancing...
around to music...
you don't hear...
this color...
is one of a kind...
its a mixture...
of every blue...
you can think of...
and when you do that...
you get "Kraylue"


-MyVoices-

That's How Strong My Love Is

no matter...
what i've...
been through...
how many times...
my heart has been...
broken into little pieces...
how many tears...
have dropped down...
my cheek...
into my mouth...
tasting all tha pain...
tha hurt...
over tha years...
i don't care...
what you have done to me...
how you treated me...
rather it was behind my back...
in front of my face...
tha love had me blinded...
by tha things you have done to me...
you left me out to dry...
with no where...
else to turn...
through it all...
i never forgot...
but i still took tha time...
to think things through...
to forgive everything...
but in tha end...
my love became...
stronger and stronger...
for you...
you treated me...
like shit...
lead me on...
believing your every word...
no matter what...
you did to me...
my love was always strong for you...

-MyVoices-

My Disease

this certain disease...
takes control...
my every move..
thinks my every thought...
keeps me pacing around...
back and forth...
looking for more...
figuring out a way...
to just walk away from it...
but it keeps calling me...
telling me to come back...
everytime somebody mentions you...
i start rubbing my face...
fiending like a crackhead...
wanting more and more...
you're just like that other four letter word...
but i can't roll you up and smoke you...
i get high everytime somebody mentions you...
or when i think of someone or it reminds me of them...
why are you doing this to me...
i can't take it anymore...
i wanna be tha one in control...
i need to find a cure for this disease called love...

-MyVoices-

If Love Could See

if love could see...
it would see...
all tha people...
in this world of confusion...
tha way...
they have been...
abusing you...
taking you for granted...
just using you...
to make tha...
next person feel better...
if you could see...
tha different ways...
people are using you...
if you could see...
tha many people...
who don't really know what you really mean....
they use you in a wrong way...
at tha wrong time...
they think you are used...
tha same way as in friendship...
as in being in a relationship...
they think if you say "Love You"...
its has tha same meaning as saying...
"I Love You"...
but its not tha same...
so open your eyes...
if you could see...
how much pain you have caused...
how many tears you brought...
just to see how many people...
have lost their lifes...
but tha only reason you can't see all this...
cause its not real...

-MyVoices-

I Ask Myself

many questions...
run thru my head...
that don't have a answer to...
only way to receive answers...
is to proceed in life...
find tha answers yourself...
so i ask myself...
whats my purpose of being on earth...
how far will my poetry take me...
people who say we are friends...
are we really...
what comes to mind...
when you are with me...
as in a relationship...
why are you my friend...
do you really love me tha way you say you do...
how far will this relationship take us...
these are some questions i ask myself...
but i can't seem to answer...
but as i proceed to live my life...
go down that path of success...
different signs...
different phases...
will be tha outcome of tha questions i ask myself...

-MyVoices-