My Disease

this certain disease...
takes control...
my every move..
thinks my every thought...
keeps me pacing around...
back and forth...
looking for more...
figuring out a way...
to just walk away from it...
but it keeps calling me...
telling me to come back...
everytime somebody mentions you...
i start rubbing my face...
fiending like a crackhead...
wanting more and more...
you're just like that other four letter word...
but i can't roll you up and smoke you...
i get high everytime somebody mentions you...
or when i think of someone or it reminds me of them...
why are you doing this to me...
i can't take it anymore...
i wanna be tha one in control...
i need to find a cure for this disease called love...

-MyVoices-